i chose you. chapter13 *FINALE*

Me: ee?
: good! you didn't change your number.
me: emm who's this?
: it's ahmad, remember?
me: not really?
ahmad: LA, khalid, Starbucks, doesn't ring a bill?
me: ooh that ahmad.. umm what do you want?
ahmad*sighing* i called you to talk about khalid.
hearing his name....
me: about?
ahamd: he have been really sick this past three months, he doesn't go out, he doesn't eat, he is miserable, and it's all because of you, are you happy of that?
happy? i'm miserable too!
me: ahmad.. how did you know this?
ahmad: well, as you know i'm not that close with him but his friends are worried about him and they told me about the 'girl' who turned his world upside down and i knew it was you.. so i took your number from his phone without him knowing and called you...
my eyes teared up: a-hmad what do you want me to do ya3ni? he doesn't want me in his life anymore!
ahmad: he does! you're the one who ruin it!
me; wow so you're calling me just to make me feel bad more than i feel?*sarcastically*
ahmad: no, i'm calling you because i want you to talk to him, at least that may make him better, so would you?
me: i don't know..... how can i do that?
ahmad: it's easy, just follow my steps.
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i walked back and forth in the empty living room, HIS living room! i still can't believe i agreed on coming here ugh, ahmad said that his parents are traveling.
Khalid:h-hanouf?
yagalb hanouf:') he looked really broken my heart ached at the thoughts of what i did, i missed this handsome face, i missed his laugh, i missed his voice. i missed talking to him.
i went closer and smiled: ee hanouf
khalid: wsh jabk hina?
me: umm because i missed you?
he stared at me: ween s3ud 3nik?
me: fkena el5i6ba.
he stared at me, again! what's with the no emotions face? i'm really getting worried now.
me: what's wrong, why aren't you happy?..
khalid finally removed his eyes from mine and said: i'm, but it's too late.
me: w-what do you mean?
khalid: it means that i'm moving on just like you did hanouf.. my mother talked to me about this girl and-
me: are you kidding me? i still love you khalid! i freaking love you*tearing* and you're saying that you'll marry another girl?
khalid: i'm sorry hanouf...
me: khalid please tell me you're not serious?*crying*
he just looked at me emotionlessly, is this even khalid? i don't remember him being careless like this!
i just walked out of his house as fast as i could, isn't it embarrassing? i came all the way for him and this is what i get..
i went back home and layed on my bed, this reminds me of the last time i saw him, it's like i'm living the same day again and again. i guess i will better after a while, i wish.
2 weeks passed and nothing really changed, expect that i became dumb, not feeling anything at all, in the past there was hope of me and khalid being together, but now??

moving on, i just ate lunch and was about to sleep when my mom came by my room and sat on my bed.
that same weird look, laykun eli bbali?
my mom: 7abebti t3rfein en benik o bein saud makan fe n9eib o mfrou9' takmleen 7yatik 9a7?
me: 9a7?
just like i thought.
my mom*smiling* jayenk 56ab, o ana s2alt 3nhum o mashallah 5oush nas!
me: bs mama ana mabi atzawaj!
my mom: laish 7abebti? 9adgeni a7san lik o shft elwalad ba3ad mazyoun*winking*
i laughed: mama mo 3an kitha, bs madri...
my mom: 6yb ana b5aleik tfakreen*getting up* magltlik 3an esmah?
like i care.
i just looked at her and she continued: khalid alx.
khalid alx
khalid alx
khalid alx
am i dreaming?
me*staring at her* mt2kda khalid alx?
my mom*laughing* ee haw shfeek mu m9adgaa?
me*smiling* la bs kitha, 6yb mama bfakir o a7akeik.
she left me, but i'm still not believing that! o m g!
five days passed, i told my mom about my decision eni mwagfa, lol like i thought about itttt!
i'm just too happy.
she talked to them about 'alshoufa' and they told her that it's going to be tomorrow, i called sara and she was as shocked as i was, she promised that she's not going to leave me tomorrow, galbi.<3
- skipping one day-
i never felt nervous like this, sara tried calming me down but it didn't work that much, my mother called me, slamt 3ala oma o jlast, then my mother called me to go to the other living room and that's when i became nervous all again, ugh.
i got in and sat, not removing my eye off the ground, i don't remember ever being that shy!
khalid: hanoufa
me: hmm?
khalid*laughing* shda3wa 3ad 6al3eni!
me*smiling* magdar..
he sat next to me and held my hand: laish ma tgdreen?
me: it's too good to be true , i don't want to look at you then this may be a dream
khalid*smiling* you're too cute tdrein?
i looked at him and smiled: adri
khalid: that's the hanouf i know*laughing* i missed this smile.
me: i missed yours too! but what about that girl?*laughing*
khalid*smiling* that girl is the one i'm looking at right now, the one i love so much, the one who's going to be the mother of my children's, and that girl, is the most prettiest girl in my eyes, you know her right?
me*smiling* right, i love you khalid.
khalid: i love you so much more*kissing my hands*
i looked at our hands and smiled, ot fits perfectly together, and when i looked up at him he leaned to kiss me, i closed my eyes but we were interrupted by sara's screaming. i jumped from my place and she laughed: ashufkum bzyada ma54ein ra7tkum?
i blushed again and khalid smiled: i couldn't resist it.
-current day:-

"babe" i said through the phone.
"hmm?" khalid replied.
"you should sleep" it was around 4:00am and we're still talking.
khalid: "but i still didn't get enough from you"
as always i blushed and replied "you will when we get married"
"three months left? i can't wait!" he whined.
"you can just like how you waited before, yalla goodnight!"
"hanouf!" Khalid said quickly.
"3yuna?"
"i love you." he never forgot,  every time we end the call it will end by Khalid saying'i love you' and me replying:
"much more"
i'm just too lucky. but that didn't come easily, or did it?


so sadly this is the end, and i'm really going to miss writing this story!:( thank you so much guys for your feedbacks it really meant a lot! i hope you liked it and please don't forget to comment!xx
Goodbyes for now.<3

i chose you. chapter12

people! one chapteerrr left!!! this goes to @_layyaan, i love you. <3
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days passed, i don't remember doing anything other than laying in my bed crying my eyes out, call me a dramatic, but really losing him made me realized how much i'm in love with him.
it drives me crazy that i completely lost contact with him, i just want to see if he's okay, god!
sara barged into my room and as always, i pretended to be asleep so she wont keep asking me about what happened, but she isn't seeming to give up, she sat on my bed and softly said: hanouf, please talk to me, i know you're not sleeping.
i didn't reply but she continued: me and saud are worried sick about you, please just talk to me!
i raised my head: what do you want?
sara: i want you tell me about what happened, 9adgeni bya7yik kitha.
i sighed: okay, but don't interrupt.
she nodded and i started telling her everything, she kept quiet but gasped when i mentioned that we kissed, haha. no more.
when i finally finished, she opened her mouth to comment but soon enough, saud came in. he smiled widely once he saw i was awake.
saud: hanouf!!! finally! how are you now?
me*smiling* i'm good.
saud: soo how about we go out now?
me: no you all go and have fun, i'm staying.
saud: afaa! ana jay 3shanik o ma a6la3 m3ak ela mara wa7da?
me*smiling* i'm sorry but i'm not in the mood
saud: you'll be after we go out, yalla get up! i'm waiting.
sara looked at me: he is right hanouf, there's no harm in going out, yalla i will pick you something to wear. and i'm not going.
i nodded, no harms right? i should get some fresh air after this.
i wore whatever sara gave to me and we went out to spectrum. my face was pale, first: from crying, second: ma76eet wla nug6at make up.
saud was chatting while just smiled at him and laughed at his comments, nothing much.
: s3oudiiii hatha enta?
a girl with a FULL MAKEUP i mean it, she looked like a clown seriously lol! her hair was waved and she was wearing a really short shorts and a top, ew.
saud stared at her nervously then at me, then said: halla Najd.
Najd: shdaa3wa mafi hug wla shai? didn't you miss me?*smiling*
emm, what's going on?
me: saud who's this?
saud: this is my friend..
najd: didn't we discuss this before 7abebi? *looking at saud and smiling* i'm his girlfriend, and you are?*looking at me*
me: i'm his fiancé if you didn't notice.
she looked at me and faked being shocked, mugrfa.
to avoid more drama i just walked quickly out of spectrum, and to my surprise saud didn't even follow me, oh great. so now he doesn't care?
i took a taxi and went back to the hotel, i officially hate my life now, and it wasn't just because of saud.
i layed on my bed once again, going out wasn't a good idea after all, sara was there but didn't utter such a word, after couples of hours saud came back. he came to my room.
saud: hanouf can i talk to you?
me: suureee! but first where is your girfriend?*smiling*
saus: she isn't my girfriend.
me: oh please! *taking a deep breath* saud i'm really sick of this.
saud: and i'm not? i've been trying to be understanding for too long, and i seriously had enough! you are such a selfish kid hanouf, you don't deserve anything.
me: oh so you're ending this with me now?
saud: i didn't say that, i just said-
me: save it saud, it's over.
it's over. and since that day i NEVER spoke to him again.
i talked to my mother and everything, she was shocked but understood me.
i didn't expect to feel that happy by ending things with him, but i really did! i finally felt relived, alive and most of all, free.
but something is always missing, khalid.....
- three months after -
back in riyadh, summer ended one month ago, i'm now in my second year of university, my life was all about university, sleeping and eating, boring.
one day i came back from university tired as ever, i checked my phone and found 6 missed calls from that unknown number, that number couldn't stop calling from last night, and kept ignoring thinking it was some random number, but turns out it wasn't.
i picked it up: na3am?
: hanouf?
it was a male voice.

i chose you. chapter11

Dedicated to @TweetyJay_, n7bik.<3
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I kept staring at the screen for 10 minutes, we.need.to.talk.
this is not good, i feel it.
saud noticed how pale i was, he looked at me and said: 7beebti feek shai?
me*trying to smile* la abd wla shai.

me: sure. where?
khalid: beach,
me: our spot?
khalid: yeah.
me: ok, see you there.<3
he didn't even reply, bismellah..
terrified couldn't describe how i was, i literally ran to the beach ignorning saud and sara voices around me. i don't even remember what it took me to get there, i just did.
i saw him standing there, the look on his face was priceless, he seemed like he has just seen a ghost. i walked slowly to him.
me: hai..
khalid: hey.
i stared at him, b3dain? he is really freaking me out.
suddenly he blurted out.
khalid: that saud, is he saud alx?
that's saud's family name, so i nodded silently, not knowing what's next.
khalid: hanouf, i'll ask you a one question and please,*sighing* please answer honestly.
me*nervously* go ahead..
he kept silent for about 5 minutes and when he finally talked, i heard that question that i was always afraid he is going to ask..
khalid:*staring at me* are you engaged?
i couldn't act, i couldn't speak, it's like my tongue got tied suddenly.
khalid: answer me!
me*whispering* yes....
i looked up at him and he was staring emotionlessly at me.
me: khalid... please say anything...
khalid: what do you want me to say hanouf?*screaming* do you even know how stupid i look now in front of my mother now?
me: y-your mother?
khalid: yes! my mother! me being stupidly in love i asked my mother about your family, i searched and searched for your family's numbers and begged my mother to call yours so i can*smiling sarcastically* propose, and do you know what they told her? they told her that their daughter is practically married now! so all the time you weren't mine, and it was all a lie right? you're just using me...
me*almost crying* i wasn't! i really love you khalid!
khalid: don't, i've had already with your lies.
me: please don't tell me this is the end....
he stared at me, i knew he was broken from the look he gave me, and it shuttered me to pieces, i love him, i really freaking do..
khalid: what do you want me to say hanouf?*sighing* you're really thinking i will accept this and go around being your 'second guy'? the one you're cheating on saud with?..

you aren't, i WAS cheating with you on saud...
me: believe me you aren't my second guy, you never was.
we went silent, i honestly lost track of time, i was in my own deep thoughts.
khalid*sighing* so i guess this is goodbye, i already booked a flight back to riyadh.
i couldn't help but cry, this is real, this is our end.. i cried and cried and he stood there staring at me, i guess he didn't know what do right then...
after half an hour i guess i was still crying, he pulled me to his arms and hugged me, i continued non-stopping crying and whispered against his chest 'i love you.'
i felt his heartbeats getting quicker and quicker, he loves me more, i'm sadly sure of that.
he let me go later on, i didn't want him to, i just want to stay forever in his arms.
he started to walk away, no no no i'm still not ready, i still want to talk to him!
i walked quickly behind him and faced him: khalid...
he looked at me sadly: what?
me*tearing again* i'm going to miss you.
i got closer and kissed him for the last time, a long sad kiss, my tears were heavily falling, i felt his tears too, galbi...
he pulled away and cupped my cheeks: goodbye hanouf.
and left, simply left.
i walked back to the hotel, my tears didn't stop falling, i'm sure i looked like a freak but who cares, i no longer care, about everything.
as soon as i stood my foot into our room i was welcomes by saud and sara's screaming, but they quickly stopped when they saw my face, saud came and hugged me tightly: what's wrong?*whispering*
i didn't reply and they sensed i wasn't in the mood to even talk, an hours later i went to my room and laid on my bed.
overthinking, what's khalid doing now? is he okay? where is he? am i supposed to talk to him now or what? i don't know..
i grabbed my phone and quickly read his tweets:
"What happened to us? We were almost there."
" ولا تسوى حياتي شي من بعدك"
" i love you. and i will always do."
and a lot more tweets, my heart ached as i read every single tweet he tweeted, remember when he sang to me 'ya3ni 5ala9'? well, i hope he remembers, because i tweeted:
" يعني خلاص مافي امل ترجع تداويلي الجروح؟:')'
"sometimes love isn't enough."
a minutes after i tweeted he blocked me, can you believe it? he blocked me from twitter, whats app, Kik, literally everything.
Right then i knew i lost him. right then i knew i'm never going to be happy again.
Right then i realized, i've loved once in my life, and it was the wrong guy.

i chose you. chapter10

i really hope this is long enough, there is only a few chapters left so guys please tell me what you think of the story so far.<3

i couldn't.. i just couldn't do it.

i moved away a bit and said: khalid we're so late 3ala sara matbeena nirja3?

khalid*moving a stand of my hair and smiling* i still didn't get my kiss

me*smiling sarcastically* well you should get used to this.

khalid*whispering*  i don't want to

he pulled me closer and kissed me, i was paralyzed, dumb, you name it.

i couldn't help but kiss him back, and it was the stupidest thing i think i ever did.

he backed off.

khalid*smiling* i love you.

butterflies, butterflies all over my stomach, i never felt like this before.

me* looking down* i love you, too.

i don't know how many minutes or even hours passed, we were in pure silence, and since he is WAYY taller than me i couldn't see his face so i kept my head down, not knowing his reaction.

khalid: hanoufi..

i looked at him and his eyes lit up, i saw something different in them, i saw love, lost, passion,  and most of all happiness....

khalid*smiling* you just made my while year do you know that?

me*blushing* let's just go back sara is going to be mad.

khalid: a7b eli y9arf ana*laughing* yalla.

we went back to starbucks to find sara setting there, she smiled once she saw us.

sara: finally! you really did stole her*laughing*

khalid: i wish if that is possible though*looking at me*

i just smiled, i was planning on setting but he quickly sat and pulled me to his lap.

me*blushing* stop! mu 3ind sara b3d

khalid: i don't caaaare, a9lan 3adi sara 97?*smiling*

sara: allah yrzgni bs*laughing*

i know she is just acting along, she was also giving me one of those you-are-so-cute-together looks.

we started chatting with her for a bit, khalid never let me go and to be honest, i loved it.

sara: hanouf i'm getting sleepy how about going back?

me: ee yalla, khalid btrja3?

khalid: ee etha btrj3oun wsh yg3dni*smiling*

we went back to the hotel and once khalid left us, sara sighed.

sara: hanouf; you know what you are doing is so crazy right?

me: i know, but please put yourself in my shoes! what would you do?

sara: i seriously don't know! god.

me: i can't even imagine seeing him getting hurt....

she hugged me: 7beebti 5ala9 forget about it and sleep, tomorrow saud is coming right?

me: ee 9a7! ra7 3an bali wallah.

sara*smiling sadly*my sister is madly in love, good night.

me: good night.

i couldn't sleep that night, i tried and tried but i couldn't, oh mu god! saud, khalid, me. all in a one city, one hotel, what if they meet? what if saud saw me with khalid? or even worse, what if khalid saw me with saud?....

i should make up a lie to tell khalid, i know. i'm really hating myself for doing this.

me: khalid

khalid: sami? wait aren't you sleeping yet?

me: insomnia, and i just wanted to tell you something.

khalid: and the thing iss?

me: saud, a close friend of our family is coming to LA, and i have to be with him.

khalid: o laish inshallah?

me: ma ja a7ad m3ah o 3aib atraka l7ala!

khalid: o ana ttrkeni 3adi?:(

me: 6ab3an la! don't worry i'll be seeing you but not in front of him...

khalid: sure.... i'm going to miss you.

me: i'll miss you too:(.. good night!<3

khalid: good night 7beebti<3

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i woke up next morning, we are supposed to pick up Saud from the airport, so we got dressed and headed to the airport.

we saw him, he hurried up and hugged me tightlyyyy, i laughed: you're squeezing me

saud*pulling away*  i miss you so freaking much!

me*smiling* so much more, let's go.

he also hugged sara then we went back to the hotel.

he and sara went along for fact, don't get me wrong, it's like they're becoming best friends!

we chilled, and decided to go out to a restaurant, i was having a good time until i received his message. 

Khalid: we need to talk.

i chose you. chapter9

she stared at me, her eyes were wide open with shock.

sara: i should've expected this!

i sighed: it's not like i was planning to.. but it just happened.

sara: hanouf 7beebti you know i wish the best of you and that's why i'm treating you like that, but god! i never saw this coming, and yeah this was supposed to be our BEST trip and we should be having fun, not fighting!

me: you're right.

she hugged me and said: so what about going out? min zman ma 6la3t m3ak!

me: suure, let me change first, it isn't that windy out there right?

the weather was normal in mornings but windy in the nights.

sara: madri wallah, wear anything it doesn't matter

we gor dressed and went out for a coffee, while chatting there khalid called me and i picked up immediately.

khalid: hallaa 7beebti

i blushed, it's the first time he calls me '7beebti'

me: halla feik.

khalid: weenik?

me: 6al3a m3 sara, laish?

khalid: abi ashufik*smiling*

me*laughing*: haw makamlna two hours shayfeen b39'

khalid: adriii bs eshtgtlkk

i kept on blushing and sara saw that so she grabbed my phone quickly and said: halla, khalid 97? *laughing* 7seet, wsh tbi min hanouf 7wmt kabdi ya5i, you stole her from me i barely see her*frowning* ahaha we are in starbucks, oh 9dg? weird*laughing* 6yb 6yb bs hathi elmara*laughing again*yalla bye.

c u t e, ashwa enha ma nfst 3lai!

me: aish gal?

sara: he is coming here*smiling*

me: NOOO WHY! i look like shit!

: you always look beautiful.

i turned around and he was khalid so i smiled awkwardly.

khalid*smiling and looking at hanouf* sara esm7eeli but i'm going to steal this beauty

sara*laughing* 7lalk 7lalk bs la t6wloun

i gave sara the i'm-going-to-kill-you look and she just shrugged, i love her for this though...

so i said my goodbyes to sara and walked out with khalid, we were just walking around Starbucks chatting and laughing, i was REALLY enjoying my time but of course something have to ruins it.

khalid spotted someone and suddenly his facial expressions changed, i looked up and there was a guy heading to us.

the guy*looking at khalid* hallaaa wallah abu m7md!

khalid: halla halla, wsh jaybk LA?*smiling* 

i sensed he was faking it a9lan kan bzyada wa9'7!

the guy, abd ana welshbab jayeen, ela meen hathi?*looking at me*

he was SERIOUSLY checking me out, wj3! yarb en khalid gdamik ya3ni!

khalid: ahmad ma atwa8a3 lazim t3rf*gritting his teethes*

ahmad: shd3wa 3ad 9'b6na m3aha 6yb! wallah enha muzza*looking at me*

Ohh oh i'm sensing a fight is going to start so i held khalid's hand and said: khalid 5al nrja3 ana t3bt

ahmad: mu nawi tgoul ya3ni? 6yb enti yal7lwa 3lmeeni wsh esmik?abi your number at least*smiling*

wj3 wj3. khalid was going extremely angry that i thought his veins were almost going out!

i ignored him and literally dragged khalid with me trying to calm him down, we don't want to start a scene in the middle of the streets!

a minutes passed with us walking in silence, i decided to break it.

me: umm where are we going?

he bursted talking.

khalid: enti 9a7ya labsa kitha w hina malyan s3oudyeen?

i was wearing a light yellow short dress, 3adi shakli shd3wa! and he is used to me wearing like this wsh feeh il7een?

me: wsh feeh lbsi ma feeh shai? wla 3ashan hathak lazim ana albs 3baya min bukra?*smiling sarcastically*

khalid: wallah ana eli a3rfa enah ma kalmik kitha ela o hu 3arf en elashkal eli zai kitha bt36eeh wjh

me: na3am? ashkal aish? ya3ni il7een 9rt ana a36i wjh? ma shftni msheet?

khalid: 5ala9 change the subject bs

i stayed quiet, i mean 9dg ana masweet shai wsh feeh 3lai! is it because he is jealous? OH now i know why.

the weather was going cold and i was shivering since i'm wearing backless dress, sara never told me it's going to be this windy!

suddenly i felt warm, right then i realized khalid was wrapping his arms around me to keep me from being cold, UGH cuteness even though he is mad he worries about me.

me*smiling* are we going back?

khalid: kaifk.

me*looking at him* yarabi,  lel7een z3lan?

khalid: ee, ra9'eeni*smiling*

i knew what he meant, he wants me to kiss him.

so should i?

i chose you. chapter8

dedicated to @wafalobiedy!<3 and silent readers can you stop being silent?:3.

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no no no no this is not happening.

i'm screwed.

me: r-really?

saud: yeah! isn't that awesome?

me: it is.. emm but what about your studies?

he said he is taking summer courses that's why i'm so shocked.

saud: s7abt 3laiha 3shanik yagalbi

me: are you serious? 7aram 6yb tara mub le3ba hey!

saud*laughing* 7beebi elm39b, aren't you supposed to be happy?

me: ughh i'm but what about your courses 9dg?

saud: ma 54eet a9lan! knt nawi bs hawnt l3younik

me*smiling* tslam 3younak, mta btji 6yb? and what about your parents?

saud: you worry too much you know that right?*laughing* malgeet ela after 3 days inshallah and about my parents, they know and they don't mind, they trust us enough and we are getting married after summer right?

me: haw? la mara badri!

saud: bs ana ma agdar a9bir!

isn't that a little too weird? a7sa bzyada m36eeni wjh mu zai dayman lol!

me: nshouf bs la nfikr il7een 5al nnbs6

saud: and that's what i'm planning to do, god! it's going to be a really fun trip*smilng*

yeah right...... ugh i don't why am i not happy i mean any other girl would be flying from happiness! saud is a really god guy, hot also if i didn't mention before, i did? oh okay. :$

but being with him means no more spending endless hours with khalid and i'm really going to miss that.

i guess i should tell khalid about saud right? i mean he is going to find out eventually!

my heart ached at the thought of seeing his face when i tell him, i can't.... but i will.

i should sleep now. so i slept, and that dream repeated! TWO TIMES! what is happening with me? is it a massage or something? i really don't know.

i woke up next day, NFSYA wouldn't describe how i was, because i know i'm going to damn lose him because of this. and sara is nowhere to be seen.

- calling khalid -

khalid: halla halla halla!

i could feel his happy tone. :(

me: khalid where are you?

khalid: oh-uh i'm......

me: you're...?

khalid*nervously* i'm near, why?

me: i need to see you.

khalid: i was just planning about telling you that too! bs awal wsh feek?

i tried to hide how depressed i'm.

me*laughing* haw mafeni shai ent eli shfeek?

khalid: it's obvious tra.

god! keef y3rif!

me: abad mafi shai, yalla wain?

knalid: the beach? nafs elmakan*smiling*

me*blushing*: la 3'yra!

khalid: mabi 3ajbni.

me; khalid!

khalid*laughing* bye.

i walked to the beach and waited for him.

i felt someone's hands around my eyes, he whispered: ana meen?

me*laughing* khalid, obviously!

khalid*laughing* 9a7

me: 6yb can you let go so i can see you?

khalis: jusst wait a minute. listen i just forgot to bring a thing from my car, stay like this okay?

me: haw why?

khalid: just do what i asked for, dgeega

he took his hands off and left i guess, i stayed still in my position waiting for him, after a few minutes i heard a footsteps.

khalid: yalla turn around.

i turned around to see him holding a cake written on it 'happy birthday hanoufi<3' and cartier bag.

me: what is this?

i was shocked, extremely shocked to be more specific.

khalid: this is, dear, your 19's cake birthday, and this is*pointing at the big* a simple birthday gift, even tho you deserve so much more, but it i just remembered yesterday and it all happened quickly. do you like it?*smiling*

me: omg! i love it! i freaking do! how did you know it's my birthday? me myself didn't remember it!

khalid: honey, i know everything about you.*smiling*

i started tearing, why does he have to be too cute? it's too much to handle! i hugged him, i know i know what you are thinking but it's just a thank you. :$

khalid: so aren't we going to set?*smiling*

we sat on the sand, eating and chatting near the beach, this is perfect! i almost forgot about what i had to tell him.

khalid: 9a7 hanouf wsh knti btgouleen li?

me: wla shaii...

khalid: are you sure? you seemed worried! if it's about the kiss i promise i wont repeat it if you don't want too ya3ni*smiling*

don't remind me...

me: laa it's not*smiling* anyways did you finished?

khalid: yeah let's go, bs lsa ma fta7ti hdytik?

me: i'll open it when i get back inshallah*smiling*

he walked me back to my room, he kissed my cheeks and left, i blushed like hell!

i got into the room to find sara waiting for me, she didn't look that happy.

me: hey you!

sara: what the hell happened to you hanouf? have you completely lost your mind?

me: wsh sweet!

sara: having khalid in your contacts msheenaha, but hugging him and spending all the day with him? YOU'RE ENGAGED FOR GOD SAKE!

me: sorry sara bs enti malk d5al, b3dain he is just a friend.

sara: el3bi 3ala 3'eeri! i just want to know what's in khalid that isn't in saud?

me: everything! if you didn't notice saud is always talking to girls, did you even seen his account? HE IS FLIRTING GDAM EL3ALAM! o etha gltla shai ygoul enu they are just friends? i didn't bother it that much but isn't he engaged to me too? wla bs ana ali at7asb?*smiling sarcastactly*

sara: hanouf...... i just want you to tell me a good reason for not letting khalid go????

me: because i think i'm falling in love with him....

i chose you. chapter7

guys, after you read this i want you tell me if you are team khalid or team saud!:3

-

he kissed me, like he never kissed me before, literally.

the kiss was sweet and gentle, he didn't force me to kiss him back, and thank god he pulled away because i was almost going to kiss him back!

and you know what i did when he pulled away?

i slapped him, yes i did.

me: what do you think you are doing? i'm not that kind of girls just because i'm going out with you doesn't mean you have the right to think i'm a b-

he kissed me again, to shut me up i guess?

he pulled away and smiled as i stared at him.

khalid*smiling* now i know what heaven on earth tastes like.

i bluahed and tried to hide it.

me: khalid, what part of 'i'm not that kind of girls' didn't you understand?

khalid: i can't you're too cute when you're mad

me: don't change the subject, such a jerk

khalid: hey hey whats wrong?

me: you're wrong, this is wrong.

he sighed and held my hand.

khalid: i'm so sorry if that bothered you that much and believe me, you aren't that 'kind of girls' you're different, everything about you is different, and it amazes me to see how perfect you are that i sometimes ask myself 'will she ever accept me?' and that's why, that's why i'm doing this.. i like you, and i have been liking you since forever if you didn't notice, since twitter and ask remember? yeah i always liked your answers*laughing* as gay as it sounds but i really loved stalking you.

wow. was all what i could think about.

he's too cute, how come i didn't notice? if only.. if only i've known him before saud comes to my life but i guess it's not meant to be. or is it?

me; aww thank you khalid i really never thought you liked me that much but i'm sorry, i can't go on like this, this is so wrong.

khalid*smiling* we can make it right! i'm so ready to propose if you want me to!

omgg! he is THAT serious.

me: look khalid you are perfect, you really are*smiling* but i can't, even if you proposed i wont accept you.......

khalid: and why is that? hanouf i swear to god i'm not a player! it's just you! i swear! and i know you're confused now so i can wait, i will always wait*smiling*

me: thank you, i have to go.

i walked back to my room and jumped on the bed, what a day......

he is a good kisser though, snap out of it hanouf.

i completely forgot about saud, he must is sick worried about me now!

just like i thought, 50 missed calls in only half an hour.

- calling saud -

saud: 7beebtii a5eeran! weenik? are you okay? is something wrong?

me*laughing* la la mafeni shai don't worry

he sighed a big sigh of relieve, r7amta..

saud: la t5wafeni zai kitha mra thanya! walla knt ng6a o ajeek!

awwww:c

me: 7beebi wallah mara7 y9eer feeni shai a9lan m3ai sara shloun t5af?*laughing*

yeah, sara is so good with dealing with annoying guys and these things because she used to live abroad with her family.

saud*laughing* 9a7 ra7 3n bali, bs walla mub 7ala! ma eshtgteeli?

me*smiling* ela i did for sure!

saud: then make sure i missed you so much more, etha kil mara tgafleen 3lai y9eer li kitha shloun b3dain?

just as i was about to reply, he said: sorry galbi bs i have a really important thing to do, i will talk to you b3d shwai 6yb?

me: 6yb, take care

saud: you too!

the thing here is, i always feel comfortable with talking to both saud and Khalid but somehow i always felt like saud was far away from me, not distance, but feelings if you know what i mean?

whatever, i changed to my pj's and decided to sleep, idk i'm too sleepy even though twni a97a ya3ni!

saud called ma as i was about to sleep so i quickly picked up.

saud: hallaaa

me: emm

saud: 7beebti are you sleepy?

me: lel2sf i'm, walla i want to talk to you

saud: shd3waa, a9lan btshb3een mni b3dain

me: kaif ya3ni?

i felt his smile.

saud: i just booked a flight to LA and i'm coming!

oh no.

i chose you. chapter6

again, this is all a fiction story and i'm not approving on this happening in real life so. hope you enjoy!<3 comments would be appreciated.

-whats app-

khalid: hanouuuf

me:?

khalid: going out today?

me: no

khalid: laish?

me: ktha mali 5lg

khalid: wsh feeh el7lu z3lan?:(

that seriously made me blush even though i was mad.

me: abd wla shai

khalid: hmm..

me: can i ask you a question?

khalid: sure!<3

me: do you believe in the friendship between girls and guys?

khalid: and why are you asking?

me: just because my friend is engaged and her fiancé is talking to girls, like ALOT of girls as 'friends'

khalid: as a guy, there isn't such a friends to us;)

me: so i'm not your friend?

khalid; you're more than a friend.

me: umm....

khalid: what?

me: nothing, i'm justt sleepy, goodnight!

ugh this is soooo messed up, why did i got in this from the first place? little did i know what will be happening..

never mind, let's just sleep it off, i'm too tired to think.

- walking to al kousha with my wedding dress, i looked around and saw my aunts, cousins, mum and sara waiting for me with their tears and happy smiles, i was extremely nervous but i managed to smile though!

i finally reached there and sat, everyone came by o slmu 3lai, then they said it's time for the men to came in and i swear for a minute, my heart stopped.

and here he is, my saud. he was smiling like an idiot while walking, he kissed my forehead and sat next to me. i was too shy to look at him.

saud: 7abebti look at me

i gathered all my strengh and looked at him, but when i did, it wasn't saud anymore, it was khalid.

i stared at him in shock as he smiled and said: so finally you're mine?

what the hell is happening?

i shook my head and turned right and left, it's like the world turned upside and down, people started to disappear till it was only me and him, and we weren't in the hotel anymore.-

me: bismellah bismellah

i woke up, and i'm still in my bed, in LA, thank god!

i still didn't get this dream,  how would i marry two guys? it's so freaking confusing!

it's just a dream, right? right.

i checked my phone, 45 missed calls from saud, wsh el6ari.....

and i'm going to  ignore, i'm seriously not in the mood for his drama, and i'm sure i'm going to start a fight if i talked to him, this is so not good for a not-yet married couple.

67 missed calls from khalid!!! haw mu etfgna no calls?...

i texted him.

me: goodmorning!

khalid: ay good morning? it's 4pm where have you been?

me: emm sleeping?

khalid: sleeping for 17 hours? you don't sleep a lot 7adik 9 hours a9lan!

me: i overslept, lol kaif ti3ref?

khalid: a3rif o bs;)

me: okayy..

khalid: lel7een matbeen t6l3een?

me: ee o a9lan ma a3rf ween sara!

khalid: 3adi e6l3i m3ai

me: hmm wain?

khalid: anywhere! just get ready and i'll meet you in the lobby.

me: see you there then

i washed up and got ready, grabbed my bag and went downstairs to the lobby.

i saw him, he smiled and headed towards me but right that moment my phone rang, it was saud and i had to answer it.

saud: hallaa gaalbi, ween knti eshtgtlk?

me: emm knt nayma.

saud; wsh feek? sara galt le enik z3lana?

seriously? seriously?

me: o laish ts2alni etha tgdr tkalm sara o t3rf a5bari mnha

saud: baby i never thought you are that jealous

me: i'm not bs it's not fair you talk to whatever you want while i can't?

saud: yeah because you're only mine.

me: and YOU aren't mine?

i haven't realized that khalid was standing right beside me, omg...... he must have heard what i said!

he just gave me a shitty glare and walked out of the hotel, what have i done?

me: sorry saud but i have to go, bye.

i hung up and walked after him, he was walking to the beach.

me: khalid please wait!

khalid: what do you want? go to your boyfriend

me: he isn't my boyfriend

9idg!

khalid: then he is what?

me*laughing* that's my little cousin you dummy, he loves to talk to me like that.

LIES!!!!

khalid: 9dg?*smiling*

me: ee!

khalid: good, i almost thought that i lost my chances!

me: chances of??

he got closer to me and said: chances of doing this.

and pushed his lips against mine.