you call this love? 10.

previously:
That day, i fought the urge to tell him that i, love him.
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i've been awaken this morning by my annoying sister, well not exactly "morning"; it was 7pm:$.
She told me to get ready and that we're going out with my cousin fahda.

i showered, blow-dried my hair and wore the juicy culture training that abdulrahman bought me since the weather was cold and we're going to her house afterwards.
Dana*coming to my room*: ha 5la9ti?
Me*applying a bit of eyeliner*: ee il7een.
-in the car-
fahda: shafeeq rou7 lelta7lia
Me: min jdk ta7lia il7en? mara za7ma!
fahda: and your point is?
me*rolling my eyes*:bykun feh m3'azl o ma95ra
dana: yashe5a 3adi mara7 yswun lna shai.
I scoffed and stayed silent, me and abdulrahman had a deal that whatever he goes to, he would tell me where, and i would do the same.
But this time i decided to not.

the driver pulled away in front of a restaurant, we ate and everything then started walking around ta7lia. it was crowded with guys and girls.
There was guys following us all the time, one tried to get our numbers but we didn't reply.
guy1*standing right infront if me*: ya7lu, yathgeel, mntb nawya t36eni elrgm?
Ew. disgusting.
I pretended to be busy with my blackberry and started bbming lama.
Guy2: yalla 3ad warana ash3'al 7na*laughing*
guy1: 6yb shraykun bas ta54un elrgm o bntrkum?
Me: 6yb 36ni bs engl3
Guy2*laughing*: tawh y6l3 lha lsan ashuf
Guy1*handing me his number and winking*: I'll be waiting for your call.
I rolled my eyes and they left, dana and fahda were shocked.
Dana: law eni 3arfa byru7 kitha kan 54et elrgm min zman*laughing*
Fahda: bnat shraykum ndg 3laih b3dein n6g6g?
Me: laaaa may7taj.
We went back to the car and drove to fahda's. they kept nagging and nagging about calling that guy. i swear sometimes i feel like i'm the older one between them.
Danaa*pouting*: hayouuna mara 6fash 5lena n7akeih amana!
fahda: ee tra bs bn6g6g!
i sighed: fine, bs ana mali d5al etha 9ar shai!
they all nodded and eagerly dialed his number, he picked it in a blink of eye: i knew you would call!
Dana*giggling*:haai 7abeebiii!
fahda*grabbing the phone from dana*: halla bel3yal halla
They kept talking and i just rolled my eyes, till i heard the guy*bader* say: ela wein elbnt eli 36et'ha elrgm, ashufha hajda
Fahda*looking at me and laughing*: ee hi kitha
Bader: 3ad 36uha eljwal bshbkha m3 wa7d zai jwha jals jambi, li sana a8n3a ykalm o maybi.
i gasped and mouthed a big NO to them, wsh halm95ra?
Dana*giggling*: ee okay
Me*looking at dana*: ma abi!
They ignored me and apparently bader gave the other guy his phone or something to talk to me. i.don't.want.to.
Dana: yalla haya!
they put the phone in my ears and mentioned to me to talk, i sighed: hai!
The guy: hey!
His voice is so familiar..
Me: umm so how are you?
The guy: i'm good.
i stayed silent but talked with him eventually, he seemed like he didn't want to talk to me, too.
The guy; wait i know your voice! lat9eren wa7da t6g6g mn 9degat reema.
Me: umm la?
Dana*shouting*: hayaa tra lama 7aktni-
The guy: haya?
that's when it hit me.
Me: abdulrahman?

-to be continued.-

you call this love? 9.

Dedicated to @aseelkhalid_<3
i know it's short, but guess what? i'm posting another one today:3
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2 months has passed, midterms are taking over my life and i had spent most of my days studying, sleeping or coming over at reema's.

speaking of reema, we grew so much closer so it has been an ordinary thing to come over at hers, which means seeing da7umi; too.:$
i missed him so much and what really annoys me that i didn't get to see him except for one time; but we still talk everyday.

today is wednesday, at last.
I promised reema to come over at night, so when it was around 7-8pm i was outside her house and the maid opened the door.
I smiled: hai meli, where'a reema?
she smiled back: she's probably sleeping, but come in.
as soon as i entered the house i was pulled to a hard chest in a hug.
i looked at abdulrahman'a face and blushed: haai
He smiled down at me while hugging me tighter: i missed you.
me: i missed you too!*frowning* latgul enk bt6laa3!
He released me and started playing with my hair: kaif a6la3 o a5ali elgamar hina?
i laughed: so cheesy; but i like it
he smirked: i know i know.
Me: agoul wein reema? 6walt el5dama o hi t97eha
Abdulrahman*laughing*: 3ad reema noumha thgeel, e9breli brou7 lha foug o a97eha.
i smiled: it's okay i can wake her up
he laughed: la la m7d y3rf lha ela ana, ejlsi bs
I nodded and sat down while he went upstairs, i looked around and started bbming when i heard a phone ringing.


at first, i ignored it, i mean 3eib ashuf jwal men o kitha but it didn't stop ringing so i slowly walked to the table and picked the phone, the background was da7umi's picture so i assumed it was his.
It finally stopped ringing but a massage popped up, and me, being the nosy i'm i opened the massage.
From: unknown number
"i miss you so much and i want us back."
To say that i was shocked is an understatement, i kept staring at the text again, and again and again.
was it munera? basma, or another one of his girls?
"ufffff ya5i mu ktha y97oon mu kitha!!" reema's voice echoed while she was going downstairs, followed by Abdulrahman laughing.
i quickly locked his phone and left it on the table then faked giggling: B9ra7a yareema magd shft w7da tnam o hi 3azma 9a7bt'ha
She shrugged: ilnoom malik!
abdulrahman*laughing* suul6aan mu malik
i looked at him and frowned but he didn't notice it, reema hugged me and we sat down.
-

3 hours has passed and i still didn't get over what happened earlier, most of the time i was trying so hard to avoid talking to abdulrahamn.
Suddenly reema jumped and said: dgegaa haya brou7 ajeb el laptop min foug o aji
I nodded as she left, abdulrahman took the chance and sat next to me, he softly took my hand: i see you're wearing the bracelet i gave you.
me*looking down*: yeah..
Abdulrahman: what's wrong?
i scoffed and stood up: nothing
he stood up too and wrapped his arms around me: no seriously, what's wrong?
after minutes of silence, i finally talked: abdulrahman..
Abdulrahman: 3yuna?
Me: umm.. your ex's y7akunk?
he stared at me: mu ktheir!
Me: esh ygulun?
he scoffed: why are you asking? it doesn't matter
Me: it matters to me!
we stayed in awkward silence again, god why did reema have to take this long upstairs?
out of blue, i whispered: i'm afraid..
he looked at me: of what?
"of losing you."
He kissed my forehead: you'll never, and i mean it, never lose me. i'll always be here for you! but is this why you were asking me those questions?
me: umm kindof, bs please da7umi latrd etha wa7da mnhum 7aktk!
He laughed: are you seriously jealous?
i blushed: maybe..
Abdulrahman: hayona, shfti hal3yun?
*pointing at his eyes* matshuf 3'arik! o shfti halgalb? *pointing at his chest* mayfakr b3'airk! enti ma54a 3agli yahaya! madri shmswya feeh*smiling warmly*
i blushed and smiled looking down, giving him the "i'm not angry anymore" sign.
Abdulrahman: r9'eenaaa?
i giggled: r9'aina, shfeha reema lsa majat?
Abdulrahman: shtbeen fehaa! ana abeik enti l7alk.
I looked at him and whispered: 6ayb tdri ana shabi?
He whispered, too; eish?
i leaned closer to him; food!
and ran to the kitchen, he laughed lightly and followed me: you're one of a crazy kid.
i shrugged: i've been told.
Reema finally came in: all good?
abdulrahman*smiling*: all good.
I shoot abdulrahman a glare, he told her to stay upstairs so he could talk to me freely.
Afterthat, we watched a movie, messed around and laughed alot, i had a good time.

That day, i fought the urge to tell him that i, love him.

you call this love? 8.

Dedicated to @hayabinghaith! a7bik akthar mn ma t7been 3bdulmajeed.<3

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I thought that not talking to abdulrahman is easy, but it's hard as hell!

i miss our late night chats, his funny stories, the way he makes me feel special, the way he makes me happy..
i already miss him when it's has been just a few days without talking. i kind of regretted taking that choice and i'm afraid of what his answer will be.

-bbm-
Abdulrahman: hey..
me: hi.
abdulrahman: long time, huh?
me: ee;p
i fought the urge to text him with "i miss you" because i really did.
i waited for him to say something, anything?

Abdulrahman: soo is this how it feels like to be single?:p
me: what?
Abdulrahman: well i'm not practically single when i have feelings for another girl... right?
me: shga3d tgul ent?...
Abdulrahman: eli ga3d agulah eni trakt basma 3shanik ya haya. twni a76' eny kalb o 7mar o 7aywan. men ybadl elgamar bnjoum o hum gdamah?
i don't know why but i blushed: umm?
Abdulrhman: what i'm saying is that you've been here with me all the time and i'm too stupid to not notice that you're the one.
you're the one who makes me laugh when i'm not in the mood to, you're the one who i could easily tell everything to and feel comfortable with it. you're the one who i've always longed to. you're funny, different, sweet and pretty. i really, really like you haya.

wow! that's the cutest thing i've ever received.
oh my god. he likes me! am i dreaming or what...
Haya: da7umi, i don't know what to say..
Abdulrahman: may7taj tgulein shai<3 i just wanted you to know my real feelings, which had been hidden for too long.
i didn't know what to reply so i just replied with "<3" while i was jumping up and down from happiness.
Adri mara bard elrad bs eish agul ya3ni? there's no way i'm going to say that i like him back. not now at last.


so two weeks has passed and it was one of the most perfect days ever. abdulrahman and i talk daily, i can't get enough of him seriously! sometiems we would spend all tbe day talking o nru7 el9ba6 mwa9lein, but i was happy. i have never been happy like this before, i prayed everyday that this wont change.
Annnnd i did say that i liked him back:$ bs belmut 6la3at-.-....
- school-
"yazg e97i ma9rna nshufik!"
me*raising my head slowly* hmmm?
Noura*laughing* enti tnamein?
me: ee bs mu ktheir
lama*raising an eyerbow* mta a5r mara nmti?
i whispered: 3 days ago
they gasped and started lecturing me, again.
Lama: la 9idg awal ma trj3en nami 6ayb? ashuf 7abeb elgalb mu m5alek tnamein*laughing*
nouf*winking* ee ma54 3aglha thalwalad.
Friends. as much as they are annoying i can't hate them. i couldn't! y5aleli.
Me: bnat what day is it?
Noura: 7 february.
Lama: omg haya it's your birthday!
i shrugged: yeah..
i couldn't care less about my birthday, i'm somehow not excited for it.
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I woke up several hours after my nap, i had a bad headache but i quickly showered and changed, lama, nouf and noura are coming over.
They nagged and nagged about coming over to selebrate my "birthday" i didn't dress up, tank top and shorts will do their job.
-bbm-
Abdulrahman: babyyy
Me: ?:$
abdulrahman: weenik? kl elyum makalmtk:(
Me: abad bs nmt o twni a97a, lama, nouf o noura byjoun
Abdulrahman: ooh, have fun ya galbi!
me: i will<3
Half an hour later they came over, we had a lotttt of fun bs something was going on, they were whispering things to each others and lama was bbming mostly- all the time.

Me: shfeekum?
Nouf: aa mafena shai bs-
lama*interrupting* haya fe 9out jaras 9a7? shakl fe a7ad bara rou7i shufii!
me: umm okay?
Noura: dgega dgega!*untying my hair* ee kitha a7san
me: haw sh9ayr?
Lama: enti e6l3i bas*grinning*
i walked upstairs, no one was at home of course so it was only me and my friends.
Fra7t elbab: meen?
and was surpised to see abdulrahman.
oh not surprised, shocked you can say!
he smiled lazily: halla halla
i gasped: bismellaah shjabk ent?
abdulrahman: la bs-pushing the door open and getting in- knt bwa9l lik shai!
i looked down at the three bags he was carrying; oh no you didn't!
Abdulrahman*grinning*: happy birthday 7abebtyyyy!
he started singing "3'nu l7bebi" and i was blushing furiously, i'm soo not used to this! he's too cute. ugh.
he handed me the bags, cartier, tiffany and juicy.
Abdulrahman: t4kren lma glteli tbeen love bracelet? hatha*handing me the bag* o jak o jayb two ba3ad, o hatha eltraining eli glti btshtrenah bs malgeti size? jbtah lk. o eltiffany zyada mni, hu shwai 3laik bs shnsawi malget shai bgadrk!*looking down*
i smiled shyly: may7taj walla! shukraan
He smiled back: shda3wa ma swait shai...

this is perfect. my life seems like a fairytale now!
he stepped closer and hugged me warmly, i hugged him back and i felt like i was protected, it's like whenever i'm with him, nothing else matters, no one else matters!

But, will it last? 

you call this love? 7.

sorry for taking too long xx
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i swallowed the lump in my throat, why am i about to cry? it's nothing...
i've been told by him of how many girlfriends he used to have, girls throwing themselves on him and blablabla. but it didn't effect me that much. i thought i was okay with the idea of him having another girls, but i'm NOT. sigh....
me: abdulrahman 3ady traj3ni elbeet?
abdulrahman*confused*: shfeek?
me: mafeni shay bs t3abt..
he didn't buy it. he held my hand with a concern look: swait shay ana? walla asf!
Me*smiling*: haw shfek maswet shay bs ana t3bana! btw9lni wla adg 3ala elswag?
He sighed a knowing sigh, turned his body and started the engine again. half an hour later i was already at home.
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- three days later -
Three days has passed and i didn't talk much with abdulrahman, i don't even know why...
it was already weekend. Reema invited me again. i told her that i can't-obviously lying- but she nagged and nagged until i agreed. Stupidly.
So here i'm in front of her house. she opened the door, hugged me and we sat in her room watching movies and gossiping.
Me: reema i'm so in the mood to cook, shrayk?
She yawned: suure bs ay shay sahl mali 5lg 7ousa.
we went downstairs to the kitchen and decided to make a salad.
me: ana bga63 o enty 6al3y ay shai nshrba 6yb?
she nodded and brought the drinks to the upstairs dining room. so it was only me in the kitchen.
i stared cutting the cucumber, i was in my own thoughts that i didn't notice cutting my finger until it started bleeding, i screamed: ouch ouch ouch!
it really hurts.
"bismellah 3laik sh9ayr?" i turned around to see Abdulrahman. kan labs thob so akeid twa wa9l, he looks hot tho... snap out of it!
me: aa- la ma9ar shay
he ignored me and came closer to see my finger.
he brought a napkin and wrapped it around my finger, then kissed my finger. it honestly was the most amazing feeling ever.
"feeni wla feek" he said softly as he stared at my eyes. i felt myself blushing like crazy.
we shared a moment of staring at each others, his eyes said something that i didn't quite get, it was like he was trying to send me a massage.
 
"did i interrupt something?" reema's voice dragged me out of our moment and i jumped away. awkward.
He scratched the back of his neck nervously: No but her finger was bleeding and i helped her,*turning to me* slamat o ma tshufen shar.
i mumbled "allah ysalmk" as he stormed off the kitchen, reema smirked devilishly at me: arou7 dgayg o y9eer kl hatha?
I blushed: ma9ar shay a9lan
reema: oh please, tara i saw how you were looking at each others, it's obvious something is going on.
i whispered: you have no clue
Apparently she heard me, she dragged me out of the kitchen with her and we went upstairs.
Reema: listen haya bgoolk shay
Me: sami?
Reema: i know my brother more than anyone in earth could. i know everything! 7ata salft that he is a player*sighing* but believe me, i never felt that he cared about a girl, until he met you.
me: kaif ya3ni?
reema: ya3ny enu abdulrahman likes you, he really does. 7ata the past three days he has been asking about you continuously. but he's too afraid to show that he likes you.

Me: there's no way that he does! he have a girlfriend reema.
she shrugged: so what? having a girlfriend doesn't mean that you can't have another feelings, for another girl. you know.

Me: it does mean that! isn't that the point?*smiling sarcastically*
Reema: neither one of them are taking that seriously, you think basma isn't a player? *laughing* she surely is and everyone knows that.

i sighed: what do i have to do now? he still have her. she is still his.
Her eyes glowed with excitement: i know what you have to do. you, my dear, have to change him.


but how?
-Next day, lama's house-
i frowned as lama took a place in front of me and pointed at my phone.
i haven't replied to abdulrahman since this morning, of course my phone went dead because of his pings.oh well.
-bbm-
Me: hey..
Abdulrahman: finally!!!!! where have you been? i miss you!
Me: knt mash3'ula
Abdulrahman: shfek?:|
me: 3ady as2alk su2al?
He took minutes to reply then said:
es2li.
Me: why are we talking?
Abdulrahman: what do you mean?
Me: i mean, whats the point of all of this?
Abdulrahman: you're my friend and i like talking to you
me: but i'm not your gf! what do you think basma's reaction will be?
Abdulrahman: shda5al basma il7een?
Me: klshai! please abdulrahman, etha bt7akeny 7akeni ana l7ali, 7ata law just a "friend"

oh my god. what have i done? it's like i'm asking him to break up with basma to talk to me? wth......
Reema and her stupid plans...

what would happen to us now?

you call this love? 6

A long one, i hope?
Enjoy beauties<3
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"so you just said nothing and got out?" lama gasped for the millionth time as i was telling her about what happened.
Me*pouting*:umm i actually ran out, 9idg law tshufen shakla! y g a m 6!
Lama*laughing*: y7g la y39b walla! you just told his gf that he IS a player.
i tied my hair in a ponytail and murmured a "whatever" i kind of felt guilty though, i mean. didn't i go overboard?
No. he deserved it. he totally did.
Lama was sleeping over at my house, it was still saturday, right after i came back to my house i called her, and we are skipping.
Lama: so do you want to watch a movie?
Me: suure, you choose.
She chose "the notebook", she knows me too well, it's my favorite! eli law ashufa 1000 mara ma azhag.
But, for the first time i was distracted. overthinking to be exact.
So is he going to talk to me? wla 5ala9? it's just a thing to get over with? hmm..

Lama was so into the movie that she didn't notice me going out. i sat in our living room, it was around 10pm.
I tweeted "t or d? #dms*
6ab3an mu ktheir 36uni wajh but at least it was entertaining, till i got a dm from abdulrahman: "i'll play"
This is going to be awkward.
@HayaFK:  okaay, t or d?
@AbdulrahmanAX: : t
@HayaFK: what's your deepest secret?
He took a while to reply.
Abdulrahman: i don't have one.
Yeaah right.
@AbdulrahmanAX: your turn, t or d?
@HayaFK: t.
@AbdulrahmanAX: something you want to tell me?
Me: i'm sorry.
i said it! and i felt really good after doing that.
So we kept playing all night a long. seriously i couldn't get bored, we kind of ditched the game and started talking. like for 9 hours? a long time.
A really, really long time.


- 5 months later -
I sighed as i closed my eyes before getting another bbm from abdulrahman.
Abdulrahman: hayoni:(
me: da7umi:(
Abdulrahman: ashwa ma nmti=)) knt bgoulk shay
My heart literally skipped a beat.
Me: inshalla 5air?
Abdulrahman: 6ab3an 5air;) hu mu shay gad ma hu 6alab
Me: sooo?
He didn't reply. so i switched chats to talk to reema.
Me: w7ashteni yakalba:(
reema: omg hayaaa!!! walla ana akthar!:( kam li ma shftk? a5r mara bdj ghaida
Me: ee i guess, alzibda lazm njtm3 m3 elbnat ya5y:(
dana: 9aa7 why don't you come over to my house? mara zhgana il7een:(
Me: madri ast7y:$
Reema: shda3wa yazg t3aly amana! mafi ela ana o abdulrahman o shakla by6la3 m3 el3yal b3ad
Ugh, abdulrahman. the thought of him makes me smile, so how would i be when i see him?
it has been 120 days since i first talked to him. He is 100% another different man now that i got to know him. He is actually, sweet. sometimes.
We're like a really close friends nowadays. we talk every day. 24/7.
he tells me everything that happens to him and i Do the same. 7ata eny 7fa6't asma2 his friends. all of them.
too attached? you can say.
but we're just friends. he have a girl you know......
Me: okaaay bs2al mama o agulik!<3
s2alt'ha o wafgt. as i went up to my room again abdulrahman texted me: come tooo our house
Me: that was what you're asking me about?=)) reema just asked me to
Abdulrahman: umm i actually gave her the idea.
Me: so you want to see me? awwwh!
Abdulrahman: don't go "awwing" on me:) gltlha l2anha zhgana o kitha
me: 9adaagt=))

- reema's house -
i hugged her and we sat. there was only the two of us, and for my disappointment abdulrahman was out.
Whatever. i actually enjoyed my time.  we did prank calls and laughed our heads out, even though she is 19, she can still act 17 sometimes.
the main door opened and abdulrahman came in, we were sitting in the living room. he noticed us and smiled.
His attitude sure changed, but not that much.
Reema: da7uuumi! jabk allah! amana jb lna shai min elsupermarket?
He jumped on the couch: la wallah and maly 5lg
She frowned: yr9'ek e5tk o 9a7bt'ha yjlsun ju3anen? pleaaaaseee!
i talked for the first time: ee please mara mshtahya ice cream
He looked at me, then at reema and sighed: fine. but you're coming with me.
Reema*sitting next to abdulrahman*: ya da7umi ya7bebi 7na shda5lna njy m3ak?
he raised an eyerbow: l2nah aklkum? yalla 3ad
Reema: okay haya btjy m3ak ama ana and ma 3ndi est3dad
i mentally slapped her, effff! i don't want to! etha hy m3na ahwan 3ala ala8al!
Abdulrahman*bbming* etha hy ma 3ndha man3 3ady
Me: umm la 5ala9 mu lazm.
Reema*gasping* hayaa! b3d kl hatha la? yalla elbsi 3baytk o ru7i klha 10 dgayg!
i whispered to her: tara he isn't even my cousin to go out with!
she smiled: haw tara 3ady o i know my brother too well, trust me.
i sighed. i hate how easy to convince i'm. i got up, wore my abaya and he stood too.
Abdulrahman*smiling* yallah?
Me: ee
we got in the car and drove off.
silence filled in for 5 minutes i guess? then he started talking and i started too. it wasn't awkward as i thought it was going to be and i wasn't afraid or something. i actually felt safe.
W9alna altamimi o shrena o kitha, of course he insisted to pay:)
in our way back i was talking freely and laughing. it's weird how i got used to him quickly and felt comfortable
i. never. get. comfortable. easy.
He opened the radio and the song "i love the way you lie" came in. o m g! i loooove it.
i started singing outloudd, i was so into the song but he was staring at me. so i shut my mouth up and blushed: shfek t6al3?
He smiled: 9outk nshaz.
i laughed hardly; ouch, i actually thought you were going to say something nice.
He laughed along: get used to it, 7ata basma a36eha belwajh.
I felt a bang in my heart; basma?
he turned the engine off and we were already at his house. then said: ee basma haw? my gf!

A new one?
why am i even jealous?

you call this love? 5.

Dedicated to the birthday gurl! @Aseelkhalid_<3
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I closed my eyes tightly as i pressed the follow button, i don't even know why am i so nervous about this! it can't be something big, right?
Right after i followed him he dmed me, msr3?=))
*the usernames are made up for sure:p*

@AbdulrahmanAX: Heyy!
@HayaFK: Hai?
@AbdulrahmanAX: how are you?;p
@HayaFK: b5eer, ent?
@AbdulrahmanAX: b5eer damk b5eer<3
okaaay he is acting nice now, and it's straaange as hell.
why isn't he going straight to the point?
i ignored him and slept it away.
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i heard my mother voice calling me from downstairs so i left my phone and went to her, and she was sitting with my dad, that doesn't happen often though; they are always too busy to sit with us a9lan.
My mom:haya 7abebti fe bazar felmmlka tben tjeen m3ai? Kl 9a7bati jayat
Me: la mama walla mali 5lg
My mom:mheb 7ala 4i kl ma gltlk tgulen la! w magd shafouk t3ali halmara bs
Me*frowning* 6yb 6yb
i dressed up, wore my abaya and took my phone, my mother was already dressed up so we quickly got in the car and drove off.
Now that i have the chance to check my phone, i did.
@AbdulrahmanAX: sm3t enik rj3ti elriyadh, 7amdellah 3ala alsalama!
@HayaFK: allah ysalmk:p shb3'et?
@AbdulrahmanAS: umm i actually wanted you to do me a favor..
@HayaFK: which is?
@AbdulrahmanAS: i want you to meet my gf..

whaat?
@HayaFK: lol shda5lni feha ana?:|
@AbdulrahmanAX: she asked to meet my sister Reema but i know reema would get mad if she found out i have a girlfriend, i know better.
i didn't respond, but he dmed me again.
@AbdulrahmanAX: soo please just meet her and pretend to be my sister or something?
@HayaFK: why would i do that?
@AbdulrahmanAX: because you're the one who saw us?
@HayaFK: it's still not convincing, abdulrahman.
"haya yalla w9alna, o etrki eljwal shwai shufi el3alm" my mother voice echoed in my ears as i got out off the car with her and to the bazar.
Slamt 3la 50 wa7da i guess? my mom know ahlot of if people mashallah! hours passed and i actually had fun.

- home -
i jumped on my bed exhausted, i wanted to sleep so badly! tomorow awal youm adawim feh min b3ad marja3t min dubai bs mali 5lg.
I was bbming my friends but i was too sleepy, right before i closed my eyes i saw the dm's sigh. ugh, what now?
@AbdulrahmanAX: it doesn't need to be convincing, haya. just please say yes. i will get it back to you someday you know....
@HayaFK: okay.
@Abdulrahman: finally! thank you.
you may think i'm crazy; but life is about taking risks right? right. :(
@HayaFK: yeah sure, when and where?
@AbdulrahmanAX: xxxxx caffe, saturday.
@HayaFK: how would i know who she is?
@AbdulrahmanAX: you saw her before;)
he meant back in dubai mall.
@HayaFK: so you knew..
@abdulrahmanax: i did.
-
"wake up yazg!!" dana's screaming was the first thing that i've heard today's morning. ugh i'm so NOT ready for school.
I assured her that i'm awake and she left, i wore my uniform and off to school.
"gaaalbi! i miss youu"
Me*hugging lama* so much more! t3ali we have a lot to catch up with!
Lama: oooh what happened? i'm sensing it's about a guy*winking*
me: it's NOT what you think it is*laughing* remember reema alx?
Lama: ee shda3wa! shfehaa?
Me: it's about her brother*going on and on*
She gasped: o m g! are you crazy? wshu meeting with a whole stranger? mub 9a7ya!
Me: shbtswi ya3ni? t56fni?*laughing* yolo yolo
Lama*mumbling* yathal alyolo eli la3ba feik.
i just shrugged, the day passed as normally as never.
-saturday-
i re-applied my lipstick once again and looked at myself for the last time at the mirror. i looked good. My naturally wavy hair was falling and i didn't put much make up, mascara, blusher and lipstick. that's it.
Another dm, here it comes.
@AbdulrahmanAX: 6la3ti?
@HayaFK: la lsa, remind me who will be there?
@AbdulrahmanAX: munera l7alha and i would be watching you but not from that close so it wouldn't be suspicious.
Time passed in a blink of eye and i was already there. it wasn't crowded tho, so i easily recognized the girl from that day, she waved her hair and was wearing a little too much make up.. but she seems nice.
Me: haai, munera 9a7?*smiling*
Munera*standing up and kissing my cheek*: haai reema, keefik?
Lol reema..
me*smiling*: kwaisa o enti?
munera: kwaisa!
we chatted for a bit, 9ut'ha dalu3 eli ynarfz shwai..
so i decided to open the subject.
Me: abdulrahman talked a lot about you
Munera*blushing* really? what did he say?
Me: you're the one he kissed right?*grinning*
Her face expressions changed: kissed?
me: um ee?*raising my eyebrows*
she shook his head: i don't get it, abdulrahman never kissed me?

A player.
i gasped: oh sorry then
She stood up annoyed: it was nice meeting you reema, i have to go
me: haw twna badri!*standing up too*
she just smiled fakely and walked away quickly, mart7t laha a9lan.
well; that was easy.

i made my way back as well when a firm hand gripped mine; i turned to my left to see abdulrahman.
Me: na3am?
Abdulrahman: what have you done?*gritting his teethes*
oh-oh.....

you call this love? 4.

As i promised.
-
Well, I thought it was going to be an interesting talk, but it wasn't.
Abdulrahman: haya..
Me: yeah?
Abdulrahman: listen, what you've just seen was nothing, okay?
Me: nothing, seriously? You were kissing her and you call that nothing?*laughing*
he stared at me with a look that freaked me out! Then said: it's none of your business who I kiss and who I don't kiss! *smirking* tara you're just a stranger.
A stranger, somehow what he said had me taken back, bs 9idg ana shda5lni...
Me: right; but think of reema? What would she say about this? Knowing her brother is a player*smiling*

He shrugged: first; I'm not a player, second: she will never know, and you'll never tell her, clear?
ugh... minutes ago he was creeped out! Sub7an m3'yr ela7wal.
Me: i'll pretend that i believed  you, bs n9e7a elmara eljaya latjeb 3ashgtk elmjhula hna, mat3rf mein btshuf*smiling coldly and walking away.*
Life. It's weird how everything happens so fast!
I called the girls and asked them about their whereabouts then headed to them, we bought from Starbucks then got back to our hotel, I was exhausted bm3na elklma.
I slept it away the minute my head layed on the pillow.


Next day I woke up and it was our last day in Dubai:( i really don't want to leave this town.
We decided that we'll shop all the day so I wore comfy cloths l2ani b3'yr kl shwai and we went out.
Hours later we finished and everything, I checked my phone to find 17 bbm and 3 twitter notifications.
Bbm had nothing important that
 much, but reema has talked to me about meeting up again, I somehow didn't want to, Madri laish a7s elsalfa waraha 3bdulra7man...
Speaking of that, I checked my followers and was literally shocked.
Omg, he followed me. WHY! What does he want now?
This guy is weird.
I decided to not overthink about and continued my day peacely. I still didm't follow him back and i don't think i'm going to see him again a9lan.
But fate has a change in everything, doesn't it?
- Riyadh -
I jumped on my bed and let out a big sigh. I don't miss riyadh but my room is another thingg.
I slept for a few hours then woke up like 9:55 pm? Noumi byada yla5b6!
My cousins got back to their home o dana is sleeping so mn el6fsh i was spamming the timeline with my tweets and i shared my ask.fm link and i was surprised to see this:
"follow me back haya, there's something i want to tell you. - abdulrahman"

you call this love? 3.

Dedicated to @ReemAlsu_! i love you so much.
so yo guys let's make a deal. if this post reached 10 comments i'm going to post chapter 4 before 24 hours;) sounds good? enjoyy!

-
we stared at her then back at him, We weren't close so they didn't see us.
Me: umm reema mein hathi?
reema: 3elmi 3lmik, *gasping* hathi m3ai feljam3a!
Me: tmz7ein 9a7? shjabha la5ouk!
Reema*staring at them* wallah madri, bs2ala il7een
she waited impatiently for them to finish, they were laughing then she seemed like she said bye or something because after that she walked away.
Abdulrahman saw us and got nervous but quickly hid it with his careless look, but haha! busted.
Abdulrahman: mashallah ma 6awltu*smiling*
Reema: ee, da7umi men elbnt eli kant m3ak?
abdulrahman: no one, bs kant tbi ts2al wein el7mam okitha o jlast a3lmha
Yeah riiiight. at least reema seemed convinced..
Me: I should get going now*hugging reema* i really had fun! we should do it more often
Reema*smiling* we will galbiii, baii!
i went back to my cousins o rja3na elhotel.
-
watching tv alone, everyone was asleep except me, i couldn't help but think of that girl.. who is she? it's not like i care but, idk.
i opened twitter and searched for reema's username, akeid she is following 3bdulra7man ya3ni, and i'm bored so let's staaalk.
i finally found him, his tweets were all random okitha but his last tweet was "what a day<3" what a day? LOOL nothing good happened a9lan! i looked down at the retweets: @MuneraAlx.
hmmm.. could she be that girl? la shda3wa.
Whatever, let's just go to sleep.

i woke up next morning and my cousins were all awake before me, they were having breakfast.
Fahda: a5eran 97eti! 7asha yahaya ma9art*laughing*
Dana: numat ahl elkahf*eating*
Me: leish km elsa3a?
Layan: 1:40
Me*gasping* o taklun f6our el7een?
they laughed and shrugged, i showered and dressed up, we were planning on going to some mall then jbr.
Time passed SO SO fast! it was already 9:10 pm and we were heading to jbr which means we were heading to the tmel7 residence lol.
- jbr -
Fahda*walking beside me*: omg n9 bnat mdrstna hina! eli mu 6be3i
Me*bbming* ee taw shft 3anoud o jouhara bs masalmt
Layan: haw laish?
me*coldy* they were too busy giving a guy their numbers
Layan: omg! how low
Me: shftiii? alzibda hatha subway 5anakil feeh
Dana: jayen kl elmshwar 3ashan subway?
Me: amana walla mshtahyta! o b3daha nru7 elb8ala eli fou8*smiling*
fahda: la ya7bebti ru7i l7alk
me: 6yb.
UGH, i sat alone as always and ate then headed upstairs, t3rfun eldaraj hathak eli ywadi llb8ala? alzibda r7t foug o makan za7ma abad, it's a little too creepy though...
Knt amshi o fe lafa eli twadi llb8ala bs kan fa9'y eli bzyada! i thought that there was no one but then, i was wrong.
i spotted a guy and a girl kissing.
i gasped, okay maybe too loud but i was shocked, the guy turned around and saw me then his jaw literally dropped.
guess who?












Abdulrahman.
i smirked and he stared at me, he looked funny! it's the first time i've seen him like this, frightened.
it's not like i've known him for too long but.
However, the girl said: da7umi shfeek?
i couldn't see her well because she was behind abdulrahman.
Abdulrahman: mafeni shai 7abebti bs abeik tnzlen bsr3a o ana abi akalm a7ad okay?
She said okay and left but i still didn't see her effff:( the way back she didn't turn or something.
he coughed and got closer to me then said: haya!
seems like this is going to be an interesting talk.