Friday, 15 November 2013

you call this love? 7.

sorry for taking too long xx
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i swallowed the lump in my throat, why am i about to cry? it's nothing...
i've been told by him of how many girlfriends he used to have, girls throwing themselves on him and blablabla. but it didn't effect me that much. i thought i was okay with the idea of him having another girls, but i'm NOT. sigh....
me: abdulrahman 3ady traj3ni elbeet?
abdulrahman*confused*: shfeek?
me: mafeni shay bs t3abt..
he didn't buy it. he held my hand with a concern look: swait shay ana? walla asf!
Me*smiling*: haw shfek maswet shay bs ana t3bana! btw9lni wla adg 3ala elswag?
He sighed a knowing sigh, turned his body and started the engine again. half an hour later i was already at home.
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- three days later -
Three days has passed and i didn't talk much with abdulrahman, i don't even know why...
it was already weekend. Reema invited me again. i told her that i can't-obviously lying- but she nagged and nagged until i agreed. Stupidly.
So here i'm in front of her house. she opened the door, hugged me and we sat in her room watching movies and gossiping.
Me: reema i'm so in the mood to cook, shrayk?
She yawned: suure bs ay shay sahl mali 5lg 7ousa.
we went downstairs to the kitchen and decided to make a salad.
me: ana bga63 o enty 6al3y ay shai nshrba 6yb?
she nodded and brought the drinks to the upstairs dining room. so it was only me in the kitchen.
i stared cutting the cucumber, i was in my own thoughts that i didn't notice cutting my finger until it started bleeding, i screamed: ouch ouch ouch!
it really hurts.
"bismellah 3laik sh9ayr?" i turned around to see Abdulrahman. kan labs thob so akeid twa wa9l, he looks hot tho... snap out of it!
me: aa- la ma9ar shay
he ignored me and came closer to see my finger.
he brought a napkin and wrapped it around my finger, then kissed my finger. it honestly was the most amazing feeling ever.
"feeni wla feek" he said softly as he stared at my eyes. i felt myself blushing like crazy.
we shared a moment of staring at each others, his eyes said something that i didn't quite get, it was like he was trying to send me a massage.
 
"did i interrupt something?" reema's voice dragged me out of our moment and i jumped away. awkward.
He scratched the back of his neck nervously: No but her finger was bleeding and i helped her,*turning to me* slamat o ma tshufen shar.
i mumbled "allah ysalmk" as he stormed off the kitchen, reema smirked devilishly at me: arou7 dgayg o y9eer kl hatha?
I blushed: ma9ar shay a9lan
reema: oh please, tara i saw how you were looking at each others, it's obvious something is going on.
i whispered: you have no clue
Apparently she heard me, she dragged me out of the kitchen with her and we went upstairs.
Reema: listen haya bgoolk shay
Me: sami?
Reema: i know my brother more than anyone in earth could. i know everything! 7ata salft that he is a player*sighing* but believe me, i never felt that he cared about a girl, until he met you.
me: kaif ya3ni?
reema: ya3ny enu abdulrahman likes you, he really does. 7ata the past three days he has been asking about you continuously. but he's too afraid to show that he likes you.

Me: there's no way that he does! he have a girlfriend reema.
she shrugged: so what? having a girlfriend doesn't mean that you can't have another feelings, for another girl. you know.

Me: it does mean that! isn't that the point?*smiling sarcastically*
Reema: neither one of them are taking that seriously, you think basma isn't a player? *laughing* she surely is and everyone knows that.

i sighed: what do i have to do now? he still have her. she is still his.
Her eyes glowed with excitement: i know what you have to do. you, my dear, have to change him.


but how?
-Next day, lama's house-
i frowned as lama took a place in front of me and pointed at my phone.
i haven't replied to abdulrahman since this morning, of course my phone went dead because of his pings.oh well.
-bbm-
Me: hey..
Abdulrahman: finally!!!!! where have you been? i miss you!
Me: knt mash3'ula
Abdulrahman: shfek?:|
me: 3ady as2alk su2al?
He took minutes to reply then said:
es2li.
Me: why are we talking?
Abdulrahman: what do you mean?
Me: i mean, whats the point of all of this?
Abdulrahman: you're my friend and i like talking to you
me: but i'm not your gf! what do you think basma's reaction will be?
Abdulrahman: shda5al basma il7een?
Me: klshai! please abdulrahman, etha bt7akeny 7akeni ana l7ali, 7ata law just a "friend"

oh my god. what have i done? it's like i'm asking him to break up with basma to talk to me? wth......
Reema and her stupid plans...

what would happen to us now?

Monday, 11 November 2013

you call this love? 6

A long one, i hope?
Enjoy beauties<3
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"so you just said nothing and got out?" lama gasped for the millionth time as i was telling her about what happened.
Me*pouting*:umm i actually ran out, 9idg law tshufen shakla! y g a m 6!
Lama*laughing*: y7g la y39b walla! you just told his gf that he IS a player.
i tied my hair in a ponytail and murmured a "whatever" i kind of felt guilty though, i mean. didn't i go overboard?
No. he deserved it. he totally did.
Lama was sleeping over at my house, it was still saturday, right after i came back to my house i called her, and we are skipping.
Lama: so do you want to watch a movie?
Me: suure, you choose.
She chose "the notebook", she knows me too well, it's my favorite! eli law ashufa 1000 mara ma azhag.
But, for the first time i was distracted. overthinking to be exact.
So is he going to talk to me? wla 5ala9? it's just a thing to get over with? hmm..

Lama was so into the movie that she didn't notice me going out. i sat in our living room, it was around 10pm.
I tweeted "t or d? #dms*
6ab3an mu ktheir 36uni wajh but at least it was entertaining, till i got a dm from abdulrahman: "i'll play"
This is going to be awkward.
@HayaFK:  okaay, t or d?
@AbdulrahmanAX: : t
@HayaFK: what's your deepest secret?
He took a while to reply.
Abdulrahman: i don't have one.
Yeaah right.
@AbdulrahmanAX: your turn, t or d?
@HayaFK: t.
@AbdulrahmanAX: something you want to tell me?
Me: i'm sorry.
i said it! and i felt really good after doing that.
So we kept playing all night a long. seriously i couldn't get bored, we kind of ditched the game and started talking. like for 9 hours? a long time.
A really, really long time.


- 5 months later -
I sighed as i closed my eyes before getting another bbm from abdulrahman.
Abdulrahman: hayoni:(
me: da7umi:(
Abdulrahman: ashwa ma nmti=)) knt bgoulk shay
My heart literally skipped a beat.
Me: inshalla 5air?
Abdulrahman: 6ab3an 5air;) hu mu shay gad ma hu 6alab
Me: sooo?
He didn't reply. so i switched chats to talk to reema.
Me: w7ashteni yakalba:(
reema: omg hayaaa!!! walla ana akthar!:( kam li ma shftk? a5r mara bdj ghaida
Me: ee i guess, alzibda lazm njtm3 m3 elbnat ya5y:(
dana: 9aa7 why don't you come over to my house? mara zhgana il7een:(
Me: madri ast7y:$
Reema: shda3wa yazg t3aly amana! mafi ela ana o abdulrahman o shakla by6la3 m3 el3yal b3ad
Ugh, abdulrahman. the thought of him makes me smile, so how would i be when i see him?
it has been 120 days since i first talked to him. He is 100% another different man now that i got to know him. He is actually, sweet. sometimes.
We're like a really close friends nowadays. we talk every day. 24/7.
he tells me everything that happens to him and i Do the same. 7ata eny 7fa6't asma2 his friends. all of them.
too attached? you can say.
but we're just friends. he have a girl you know......
Me: okaaay bs2al mama o agulik!<3
s2alt'ha o wafgt. as i went up to my room again abdulrahman texted me: come tooo our house
Me: that was what you're asking me about?=)) reema just asked me to
Abdulrahman: umm i actually gave her the idea.
Me: so you want to see me? awwwh!
Abdulrahman: don't go "awwing" on me:) gltlha l2anha zhgana o kitha
me: 9adaagt=))

- reema's house -
i hugged her and we sat. there was only the two of us, and for my disappointment abdulrahman was out.
Whatever. i actually enjoyed my time.  we did prank calls and laughed our heads out, even though she is 19, she can still act 17 sometimes.
the main door opened and abdulrahman came in, we were sitting in the living room. he noticed us and smiled.
His attitude sure changed, but not that much.
Reema: da7uuumi! jabk allah! amana jb lna shai min elsupermarket?
He jumped on the couch: la wallah and maly 5lg
She frowned: yr9'ek e5tk o 9a7bt'ha yjlsun ju3anen? pleaaaaseee!
i talked for the first time: ee please mara mshtahya ice cream
He looked at me, then at reema and sighed: fine. but you're coming with me.
Reema*sitting next to abdulrahman*: ya da7umi ya7bebi 7na shda5lna njy m3ak?
he raised an eyerbow: l2nah aklkum? yalla 3ad
Reema: okay haya btjy m3ak ama ana and ma 3ndi est3dad
i mentally slapped her, effff! i don't want to! etha hy m3na ahwan 3ala ala8al!
Abdulrahman*bbming* etha hy ma 3ndha man3 3ady
Me: umm la 5ala9 mu lazm.
Reema*gasping* hayaa! b3d kl hatha la? yalla elbsi 3baytk o ru7i klha 10 dgayg!
i whispered to her: tara he isn't even my cousin to go out with!
she smiled: haw tara 3ady o i know my brother too well, trust me.
i sighed. i hate how easy to convince i'm. i got up, wore my abaya and he stood too.
Abdulrahman*smiling* yallah?
Me: ee
we got in the car and drove off.
silence filled in for 5 minutes i guess? then he started talking and i started too. it wasn't awkward as i thought it was going to be and i wasn't afraid or something. i actually felt safe.
W9alna altamimi o shrena o kitha, of course he insisted to pay:)
in our way back i was talking freely and laughing. it's weird how i got used to him quickly and felt comfortable
i. never. get. comfortable. easy.
He opened the radio and the song "i love the way you lie" came in. o m g! i loooove it.
i started singing outloudd, i was so into the song but he was staring at me. so i shut my mouth up and blushed: shfek t6al3?
He smiled: 9outk nshaz.
i laughed hardly; ouch, i actually thought you were going to say something nice.
He laughed along: get used to it, 7ata basma a36eha belwajh.
I felt a bang in my heart; basma?
he turned the engine off and we were already at his house. then said: ee basma haw? my gf!

A new one?
why am i even jealous?

Thursday, 7 November 2013

you call this love? 5.

Dedicated to the birthday gurl! @Aseelkhalid_<3
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I closed my eyes tightly as i pressed the follow button, i don't even know why am i so nervous about this! it can't be something big, right?
Right after i followed him he dmed me, msr3?=))
*the usernames are made up for sure:p*

@AbdulrahmanAX: Heyy!
@HayaFK: Hai?
@AbdulrahmanAX: how are you?;p
@HayaFK: b5eer, ent?
@AbdulrahmanAX: b5eer damk b5eer<3
okaaay he is acting nice now, and it's straaange as hell.
why isn't he going straight to the point?
i ignored him and slept it away.
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i heard my mother voice calling me from downstairs so i left my phone and went to her, and she was sitting with my dad, that doesn't happen often though; they are always too busy to sit with us a9lan.
My mom:haya 7abebti fe bazar felmmlka tben tjeen m3ai? Kl 9a7bati jayat
Me: la mama walla mali 5lg
My mom:mheb 7ala 4i kl ma gltlk tgulen la! w magd shafouk t3ali halmara bs
Me*frowning* 6yb 6yb
i dressed up, wore my abaya and took my phone, my mother was already dressed up so we quickly got in the car and drove off.
Now that i have the chance to check my phone, i did.
@AbdulrahmanAX: sm3t enik rj3ti elriyadh, 7amdellah 3ala alsalama!
@HayaFK: allah ysalmk:p shb3'et?
@AbdulrahmanAS: umm i actually wanted you to do me a favor..
@HayaFK: which is?
@AbdulrahmanAS: i want you to meet my gf..

whaat?
@HayaFK: lol shda5lni feha ana?:|
@AbdulrahmanAX: she asked to meet my sister Reema but i know reema would get mad if she found out i have a girlfriend, i know better.
i didn't respond, but he dmed me again.
@AbdulrahmanAX: soo please just meet her and pretend to be my sister or something?
@HayaFK: why would i do that?
@AbdulrahmanAX: because you're the one who saw us?
@HayaFK: it's still not convincing, abdulrahman.
"haya yalla w9alna, o etrki eljwal shwai shufi el3alm" my mother voice echoed in my ears as i got out off the car with her and to the bazar.
Slamt 3la 50 wa7da i guess? my mom know ahlot of if people mashallah! hours passed and i actually had fun.

- home -
i jumped on my bed exhausted, i wanted to sleep so badly! tomorow awal youm adawim feh min b3ad marja3t min dubai bs mali 5lg.
I was bbming my friends but i was too sleepy, right before i closed my eyes i saw the dm's sigh. ugh, what now?
@AbdulrahmanAX: it doesn't need to be convincing, haya. just please say yes. i will get it back to you someday you know....
@HayaFK: okay.
@Abdulrahman: finally! thank you.
you may think i'm crazy; but life is about taking risks right? right. :(
@HayaFK: yeah sure, when and where?
@AbdulrahmanAX: xxxxx caffe, saturday.
@HayaFK: how would i know who she is?
@AbdulrahmanAX: you saw her before;)
he meant back in dubai mall.
@HayaFK: so you knew..
@abdulrahmanax: i did.
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"wake up yazg!!" dana's screaming was the first thing that i've heard today's morning. ugh i'm so NOT ready for school.
I assured her that i'm awake and she left, i wore my uniform and off to school.
"gaaalbi! i miss youu"
Me*hugging lama* so much more! t3ali we have a lot to catch up with!
Lama: oooh what happened? i'm sensing it's about a guy*winking*
me: it's NOT what you think it is*laughing* remember reema alx?
Lama: ee shda3wa! shfehaa?
Me: it's about her brother*going on and on*
She gasped: o m g! are you crazy? wshu meeting with a whole stranger? mub 9a7ya!
Me: shbtswi ya3ni? t56fni?*laughing* yolo yolo
Lama*mumbling* yathal alyolo eli la3ba feik.
i just shrugged, the day passed as normally as never.
-saturday-
i re-applied my lipstick once again and looked at myself for the last time at the mirror. i looked good. My naturally wavy hair was falling and i didn't put much make up, mascara, blusher and lipstick. that's it.
Another dm, here it comes.
@AbdulrahmanAX: 6la3ti?
@HayaFK: la lsa, remind me who will be there?
@AbdulrahmanAX: munera l7alha and i would be watching you but not from that close so it wouldn't be suspicious.
Time passed in a blink of eye and i was already there. it wasn't crowded tho, so i easily recognized the girl from that day, she waved her hair and was wearing a little too much make up.. but she seems nice.
Me: haai, munera 9a7?*smiling*
Munera*standing up and kissing my cheek*: haai reema, keefik?
Lol reema..
me*smiling*: kwaisa o enti?
munera: kwaisa!
we chatted for a bit, 9ut'ha dalu3 eli ynarfz shwai..
so i decided to open the subject.
Me: abdulrahman talked a lot about you
Munera*blushing* really? what did he say?
Me: you're the one he kissed right?*grinning*
Her face expressions changed: kissed?
me: um ee?*raising my eyebrows*
she shook his head: i don't get it, abdulrahman never kissed me?

A player.
i gasped: oh sorry then
She stood up annoyed: it was nice meeting you reema, i have to go
me: haw twna badri!*standing up too*
she just smiled fakely and walked away quickly, mart7t laha a9lan.
well; that was easy.

i made my way back as well when a firm hand gripped mine; i turned to my left to see abdulrahman.
Me: na3am?
Abdulrahman: what have you done?*gritting his teethes*
oh-oh.....

Saturday, 2 November 2013

you call this love? 4.

As i promised.
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Well, I thought it was going to be an interesting talk, but it wasn't.
Abdulrahman: haya..
Me: yeah?
Abdulrahman: listen, what you've just seen was nothing, okay?
Me: nothing, seriously? You were kissing her and you call that nothing?*laughing*
he stared at me with a look that freaked me out! Then said: it's none of your business who I kiss and who I don't kiss! *smirking* tara you're just a stranger.
A stranger, somehow what he said had me taken back, bs 9idg ana shda5lni...
Me: right; but think of reema? What would she say about this? Knowing her brother is a player*smiling*

He shrugged: first; I'm not a player, second: she will never know, and you'll never tell her, clear?
ugh... minutes ago he was creeped out! Sub7an m3'yr ela7wal.
Me: i'll pretend that i believed  you, bs n9e7a elmara eljaya latjeb 3ashgtk elmjhula hna, mat3rf mein btshuf*smiling coldly and walking away.*
Life. It's weird how everything happens so fast!
I called the girls and asked them about their whereabouts then headed to them, we bought from Starbucks then got back to our hotel, I was exhausted bm3na elklma.
I slept it away the minute my head layed on the pillow.


Next day I woke up and it was our last day in Dubai:( i really don't want to leave this town.
We decided that we'll shop all the day so I wore comfy cloths l2ani b3'yr kl shwai and we went out.
Hours later we finished and everything, I checked my phone to find 17 bbm and 3 twitter notifications.
Bbm had nothing important that
 much, but reema has talked to me about meeting up again, I somehow didn't want to, Madri laish a7s elsalfa waraha 3bdulra7man...
Speaking of that, I checked my followers and was literally shocked.
Omg, he followed me. WHY! What does he want now?
This guy is weird.
I decided to not overthink about and continued my day peacely. I still didm't follow him back and i don't think i'm going to see him again a9lan.
But fate has a change in everything, doesn't it?
- Riyadh -
I jumped on my bed and let out a big sigh. I don't miss riyadh but my room is another thingg.
I slept for a few hours then woke up like 9:55 pm? Noumi byada yla5b6!
My cousins got back to their home o dana is sleeping so mn el6fsh i was spamming the timeline with my tweets and i shared my ask.fm link and i was surprised to see this:
"follow me back haya, there's something i want to tell you. - abdulrahman"

Friday, 1 November 2013

you call this love? 3.

Dedicated to @ReemAlsu_! i love you so much.
so yo guys let's make a deal. if this post reached 10 comments i'm going to post chapter 4 before 24 hours;) sounds good? enjoyy!

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we stared at her then back at him, We weren't close so they didn't see us.
Me: umm reema mein hathi?
reema: 3elmi 3lmik, *gasping* hathi m3ai feljam3a!
Me: tmz7ein 9a7? shjabha la5ouk!
Reema*staring at them* wallah madri, bs2ala il7een
she waited impatiently for them to finish, they were laughing then she seemed like she said bye or something because after that she walked away.
Abdulrahman saw us and got nervous but quickly hid it with his careless look, but haha! busted.
Abdulrahman: mashallah ma 6awltu*smiling*
Reema: ee, da7umi men elbnt eli kant m3ak?
abdulrahman: no one, bs kant tbi ts2al wein el7mam okitha o jlast a3lmha
Yeah riiiight. at least reema seemed convinced..
Me: I should get going now*hugging reema* i really had fun! we should do it more often
Reema*smiling* we will galbiii, baii!
i went back to my cousins o rja3na elhotel.
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watching tv alone, everyone was asleep except me, i couldn't help but think of that girl.. who is she? it's not like i care but, idk.
i opened twitter and searched for reema's username, akeid she is following 3bdulra7man ya3ni, and i'm bored so let's staaalk.
i finally found him, his tweets were all random okitha but his last tweet was "what a day<3" what a day? LOOL nothing good happened a9lan! i looked down at the retweets: @MuneraAlx.
hmmm.. could she be that girl? la shda3wa.
Whatever, let's just go to sleep.

i woke up next morning and my cousins were all awake before me, they were having breakfast.
Fahda: a5eran 97eti! 7asha yahaya ma9art*laughing*
Dana: numat ahl elkahf*eating*
Me: leish km elsa3a?
Layan: 1:40
Me*gasping* o taklun f6our el7een?
they laughed and shrugged, i showered and dressed up, we were planning on going to some mall then jbr.
Time passed SO SO fast! it was already 9:10 pm and we were heading to jbr which means we were heading to the tmel7 residence lol.
- jbr -
Fahda*walking beside me*: omg n9 bnat mdrstna hina! eli mu 6be3i
Me*bbming* ee taw shft 3anoud o jouhara bs masalmt
Layan: haw laish?
me*coldy* they were too busy giving a guy their numbers
Layan: omg! how low
Me: shftiii? alzibda hatha subway 5anakil feeh
Dana: jayen kl elmshwar 3ashan subway?
Me: amana walla mshtahyta! o b3daha nru7 elb8ala eli fou8*smiling*
fahda: la ya7bebti ru7i l7alk
me: 6yb.
UGH, i sat alone as always and ate then headed upstairs, t3rfun eldaraj hathak eli ywadi llb8ala? alzibda r7t foug o makan za7ma abad, it's a little too creepy though...
Knt amshi o fe lafa eli twadi llb8ala bs kan fa9'y eli bzyada! i thought that there was no one but then, i was wrong.
i spotted a guy and a girl kissing.
i gasped, okay maybe too loud but i was shocked, the guy turned around and saw me then his jaw literally dropped.
guess who?












Abdulrahman.
i smirked and he stared at me, he looked funny! it's the first time i've seen him like this, frightened.
it's not like i've known him for too long but.
However, the girl said: da7umi shfeek?
i couldn't see her well because she was behind abdulrahman.
Abdulrahman: mafeni shai 7abebti bs abeik tnzlen bsr3a o ana abi akalm a7ad okay?
She said okay and left but i still didn't see her effff:( the way back she didn't turn or something.
he coughed and got closer to me then said: haya!
seems like this is going to be an interesting talk.

Tuesday, 29 October 2013

you call this love? 2

i'm so sorry for the eventless chapter guys but i had writer's block and quizzes all week so bear with me:(
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:excuse me? yes we need 3 tickets for ***** movie, third row on the left, yes thank you!
Me: so are we finally done?
we were in dubai mall, za7ma wouldn't even be close to describe how it was! we basically spent 40 minutes standing here, me, dana and our other cousin Fahda.
After two hours and a half the movie ended, we quickly got out and stood right behind reel cinema, you know that place right? alzibda fahda was dialing her friend number and she is meeting her, dana wants to go shopping but i'm somehow not in the mood for it so i guess i'll pass.
Me: girls ana bru7 3nd elnafura okay?
Dana*bbming*: yeah okay.
i took an elavator and went downstairs.
-incoming call reema-
me: omg haaai
reema: helloo! how are you?
me: pretty good, you?
reema: i'm good, haya i'm so bored can we go out or something? ma3rf wein da7umi o my parents are in jbr
me: suree ana zahgana b3ad! i'm in dubai mall can you come?
reema: ee bs batjahaz and i'll meet you in half an hour.
i hung up and sat in some restaurant, Reema came and we exchanged greetings and sat.
Reema: mu 6bee3i keif mlyan s3udyein!
me: shfti? Abad ma kan kitha f2010, twhum y6e7un feha*laughing*
Reema: min jd!*smiling*
We ate and chatted then ordered desert, reema was bbming someone i don't really know who but she seemed annoyed.
me: shfeik?
reema: nothing, yalla nmshi?
me: ee okay
we walked in silence.
reema: pft okay i have to tell you this, Mama texted me and said that abdulrahman must walk with us
me: haw laish?
reema: tgul enu z7ma o mlyan shbab o madri eish, eff el7en mabngdr ntklm bra7tna*frowning*
Me; and i don't want him to come too
reema*laughing* eish sawa b3ad
me*smiling*nothing, bs kitha he is rude
she looked behind me: oh well too late; he already came!
My luck. my stupid stupid luck.
he walked to reema,his eyes fixed on his bbm. i was behind her.
he was talking to reema while his head was still down because he was typing something, but when i first spoke his head shot up then he looked at me coldly; oh, you are here.
me: apparently *smiling fakely*
ugh this is guy is soo! idk how to describe he is just getting on my nerves.
we walked around dubai mall, Me and abdulrahman were picking up on each others like kids and Reema was our mother lol! all the girls eyes were on us, well not me and reema but abdulrahman!
Me: reema shrayk nd5l hatha?*pointing at a candies store*
abdulrahman: bazr
me: ent shda5lk?
reema: geez calm down guys, abdulrahman wait here.
d5alna and we bought candies and everything; when we came out we saw abdulrahman with a girl.

Saturday, 26 October 2013

you call this love? 1.

Hello guys! i missed you so much xx
so i'm back with a new story, it's NOT true but it has some true events.
enjoy! and please comment.
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The sound of the rain dripping on Starbucks window reminded me of my last winter with him, sweet winter.
i smiled at the thought of him; his eyes, his smile, his smell, his warm hugs...
2011 was and will always be my favorite year because of you, Abdulrahman.
i wore my coat and got out walking, seems like today will be full of memories.

-2011-
Dubai.

Walking in jbr alone, i can easily sense the stares from the guys around me and their comments! ugh, a girl all left alone in jbr? what would they think.
the weather wasn't that cold but it was windy, i tightened my hands around my scarf wanting to be a little more warm.
Da! ding.
i checked my phone and it was my bestie lama, i chatted with her for a few and that's when my phone started to run off battery; great time!:)
now what am i going to do? i promised my sister to call her so she was going to pick me up and i'll be able to go back to the apartment at 11:pm! eff....
i started looking around like a freak trying to get a solution for this, anything? but nothing came out.
keep calm haya, it's okay..
i started walking around again and that's when my eyes fell on that grey eyes from hers, omg i know that face, i know it!
she gasped loudly as she screamed: HAYAA!
i smiled: reema! long time no see.
she hugged me tightly as she said: i know! i missed you so much guys!
me: 9adgeni 7na akthar..
Reema was our close friend, she's not that close to us eli nru7 bet'ha o kitha bas we always sat together in break times, she's so kind and pretty mashallaah! alzibda this year she got graduated from our school but i'm still in grade 11.
Reema: Eewa kaifk?
me: walla 7amdellaa kwaisa o enti? kaif eljam3a?
she smiled: 7amdellaa allah msahil, ela wain dana*my sister*? ma shftaha!
me: klhum jlasu belhotel o ana eli 6la3t, 9aa7! reema can i call her from your phone?
reema: haw laish?
me: my phone mafi battery and i need to call her so she will send someone to pick me up.
reema: afaa a7ad ywa9lik o ana mawjudaa? emshi m3ai a9lan my brother is near and i don't think dana wouldn't agree.
me: umm la walla 3adi bs abi akalimha o hi tji!
reema: min jdk enti? emshi bas i'll call abdulrahman now
since i didn't have a chance to say no i agreed, oh well....
she called him and he said that he's waiting near chilies, i walked with her to chilies and that's when i spotted a hottie, a really hottt one!
he's got the bad boy style.
he was facing us while leaning on his Porsche and smoking, his eyes are total another thing! he's got that grey eyes like his sister's! they are perfect mashallah! i don't know from who they got them tho...
he stared at me then back at his sister in a 'who-is-this' look.
Reema; da7umi amana abik twa9lna l the address hotel, 9a7bti tskin hinak*looking at me and smiling*
i smiled back at her then heard him clearing his throat: 6yb yalla namshi.
the ride back was umm, awkward?
they were talking freely while i'm just staring at my phone even tho we all know it's off but whatever.
We finally arrived; i was about to go out when reema suddenly said: haw wein ray7a?
me: umm hatha elhotel, thank you soo much reema adri t3abtik
reema: i know but you're not going up there alone bn9 al lail! o shda3wa la t3ab o wla shai, abdulrahman*turning to him* wa9el haya their room.
is she seriously asking him do that? my god, this is embarrassing.
he looked at her coldly; lazim?
she shot him a scary glare, it's funny that she's younger than him but still he got scared from her looks lol.
he sighed and followed me as i walked into the hotel.
we got in the elevator and stood awkwardly, he lit up a ciaggarate.
i stared at him annoyed: you know you can't just smoke in the elevator, i need air.
Abdulrahman: i don't care.
me: umm okay..
i was taken back by his reply, i mean any another guy would've at least apologized or something...?
before i got out of the elevator i looked at him: soo.. bye!
he didn't even reply, i started walking to my room and got in; they were all sleeping. wow so they even forgot about me?
i hate how free my family is.-
you can see this was the first day i met him, lol no love at first sight, no silly smiles and flirting, but how about we wait to see how it will be?;)