you call this love? 7.

sorry for taking too long xx
-
i swallowed the lump in my throat, why am i about to cry? it's nothing...
i've been told by him of how many girlfriends he used to have, girls throwing themselves on him and blablabla. but it didn't effect me that much. i thought i was okay with the idea of him having another girls, but i'm NOT. sigh....
me: abdulrahman 3ady traj3ni elbeet?
abdulrahman*confused*: shfeek?
me: mafeni shay bs t3abt..
he didn't buy it. he held my hand with a concern look: swait shay ana? walla asf!
Me*smiling*: haw shfek maswet shay bs ana t3bana! btw9lni wla adg 3ala elswag?
He sighed a knowing sigh, turned his body and started the engine again. half an hour later i was already at home.
-
- three days later -
Three days has passed and i didn't talk much with abdulrahman, i don't even know why...
it was already weekend. Reema invited me again. i told her that i can't-obviously lying- but she nagged and nagged until i agreed. Stupidly.
So here i'm in front of her house. she opened the door, hugged me and we sat in her room watching movies and gossiping.
Me: reema i'm so in the mood to cook, shrayk?
She yawned: suure bs ay shay sahl mali 5lg 7ousa.
we went downstairs to the kitchen and decided to make a salad.
me: ana bga63 o enty 6al3y ay shai nshrba 6yb?
she nodded and brought the drinks to the upstairs dining room. so it was only me in the kitchen.
i stared cutting the cucumber, i was in my own thoughts that i didn't notice cutting my finger until it started bleeding, i screamed: ouch ouch ouch!
it really hurts.
"bismellah 3laik sh9ayr?" i turned around to see Abdulrahman. kan labs thob so akeid twa wa9l, he looks hot tho... snap out of it!
me: aa- la ma9ar shay
he ignored me and came closer to see my finger.
he brought a napkin and wrapped it around my finger, then kissed my finger. it honestly was the most amazing feeling ever.
"feeni wla feek" he said softly as he stared at my eyes. i felt myself blushing like crazy.
we shared a moment of staring at each others, his eyes said something that i didn't quite get, it was like he was trying to send me a massage.
 
"did i interrupt something?" reema's voice dragged me out of our moment and i jumped away. awkward.
He scratched the back of his neck nervously: No but her finger was bleeding and i helped her,*turning to me* slamat o ma tshufen shar.
i mumbled "allah ysalmk" as he stormed off the kitchen, reema smirked devilishly at me: arou7 dgayg o y9eer kl hatha?
I blushed: ma9ar shay a9lan
reema: oh please, tara i saw how you were looking at each others, it's obvious something is going on.
i whispered: you have no clue
Apparently she heard me, she dragged me out of the kitchen with her and we went upstairs.
Reema: listen haya bgoolk shay
Me: sami?
Reema: i know my brother more than anyone in earth could. i know everything! 7ata salft that he is a player*sighing* but believe me, i never felt that he cared about a girl, until he met you.
me: kaif ya3ni?
reema: ya3ny enu abdulrahman likes you, he really does. 7ata the past three days he has been asking about you continuously. but he's too afraid to show that he likes you.

Me: there's no way that he does! he have a girlfriend reema.
she shrugged: so what? having a girlfriend doesn't mean that you can't have another feelings, for another girl. you know.

Me: it does mean that! isn't that the point?*smiling sarcastically*
Reema: neither one of them are taking that seriously, you think basma isn't a player? *laughing* she surely is and everyone knows that.

i sighed: what do i have to do now? he still have her. she is still his.
Her eyes glowed with excitement: i know what you have to do. you, my dear, have to change him.


but how?
-Next day, lama's house-
i frowned as lama took a place in front of me and pointed at my phone.
i haven't replied to abdulrahman since this morning, of course my phone went dead because of his pings.oh well.
-bbm-
Me: hey..
Abdulrahman: finally!!!!! where have you been? i miss you!
Me: knt mash3'ula
Abdulrahman: shfek?:|
me: 3ady as2alk su2al?
He took minutes to reply then said:
es2li.
Me: why are we talking?
Abdulrahman: what do you mean?
Me: i mean, whats the point of all of this?
Abdulrahman: you're my friend and i like talking to you
me: but i'm not your gf! what do you think basma's reaction will be?
Abdulrahman: shda5al basma il7een?
Me: klshai! please abdulrahman, etha bt7akeny 7akeni ana l7ali, 7ata law just a "friend"

oh my god. what have i done? it's like i'm asking him to break up with basma to talk to me? wth......
Reema and her stupid plans...

what would happen to us now?