you call this love? 8.

Dedicated to @hayabinghaith! a7bik akthar mn ma t7been 3bdulmajeed.<3

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I thought that not talking to abdulrahman is easy, but it's hard as hell!

i miss our late night chats, his funny stories, the way he makes me feel special, the way he makes me happy..
i already miss him when it's has been just a few days without talking. i kind of regretted taking that choice and i'm afraid of what his answer will be.

-bbm-
Abdulrahman: hey..
me: hi.
abdulrahman: long time, huh?
me: ee;p
i fought the urge to text him with "i miss you" because i really did.
i waited for him to say something, anything?

Abdulrahman: soo is this how it feels like to be single?:p
me: what?
Abdulrahman: well i'm not practically single when i have feelings for another girl... right?
me: shga3d tgul ent?...
Abdulrahman: eli ga3d agulah eni trakt basma 3shanik ya haya. twni a76' eny kalb o 7mar o 7aywan. men ybadl elgamar bnjoum o hum gdamah?
i don't know why but i blushed: umm?
Abdulrhman: what i'm saying is that you've been here with me all the time and i'm too stupid to not notice that you're the one.
you're the one who makes me laugh when i'm not in the mood to, you're the one who i could easily tell everything to and feel comfortable with it. you're the one who i've always longed to. you're funny, different, sweet and pretty. i really, really like you haya.

wow! that's the cutest thing i've ever received.
oh my god. he likes me! am i dreaming or what...
Haya: da7umi, i don't know what to say..
Abdulrahman: may7taj tgulein shai<3 i just wanted you to know my real feelings, which had been hidden for too long.
i didn't know what to reply so i just replied with "<3" while i was jumping up and down from happiness.
Adri mara bard elrad bs eish agul ya3ni? there's no way i'm going to say that i like him back. not now at last.


so two weeks has passed and it was one of the most perfect days ever. abdulrahman and i talk daily, i can't get enough of him seriously! sometiems we would spend all tbe day talking o nru7 el9ba6 mwa9lein, but i was happy. i have never been happy like this before, i prayed everyday that this wont change.
Annnnd i did say that i liked him back:$ bs belmut 6la3at-.-....
- school-
"yazg e97i ma9rna nshufik!"
me*raising my head slowly* hmmm?
Noura*laughing* enti tnamein?
me: ee bs mu ktheir
lama*raising an eyerbow* mta a5r mara nmti?
i whispered: 3 days ago
they gasped and started lecturing me, again.
Lama: la 9idg awal ma trj3en nami 6ayb? ashuf 7abeb elgalb mu m5alek tnamein*laughing*
nouf*winking* ee ma54 3aglha thalwalad.
Friends. as much as they are annoying i can't hate them. i couldn't! y5aleli.
Me: bnat what day is it?
Noura: 7 february.
Lama: omg haya it's your birthday!
i shrugged: yeah..
i couldn't care less about my birthday, i'm somehow not excited for it.
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I woke up several hours after my nap, i had a bad headache but i quickly showered and changed, lama, nouf and noura are coming over.
They nagged and nagged about coming over to selebrate my "birthday" i didn't dress up, tank top and shorts will do their job.
-bbm-
Abdulrahman: babyyy
Me: ?:$
abdulrahman: weenik? kl elyum makalmtk:(
Me: abad bs nmt o twni a97a, lama, nouf o noura byjoun
Abdulrahman: ooh, have fun ya galbi!
me: i will<3
Half an hour later they came over, we had a lotttt of fun bs something was going on, they were whispering things to each others and lama was bbming mostly- all the time.

Me: shfeekum?
Nouf: aa mafena shai bs-
lama*interrupting* haya fe 9out jaras 9a7? shakl fe a7ad bara rou7i shufii!
me: umm okay?
Noura: dgega dgega!*untying my hair* ee kitha a7san
me: haw sh9ayr?
Lama: enti e6l3i bas*grinning*
i walked upstairs, no one was at home of course so it was only me and my friends.
Fra7t elbab: meen?
and was surpised to see abdulrahman.
oh not surprised, shocked you can say!
he smiled lazily: halla halla
i gasped: bismellaah shjabk ent?
abdulrahman: la bs-pushing the door open and getting in- knt bwa9l lik shai!
i looked down at the three bags he was carrying; oh no you didn't!
Abdulrahman*grinning*: happy birthday 7abebtyyyy!
he started singing "3'nu l7bebi" and i was blushing furiously, i'm soo not used to this! he's too cute. ugh.
he handed me the bags, cartier, tiffany and juicy.
Abdulrahman: t4kren lma glteli tbeen love bracelet? hatha*handing me the bag* o jak o jayb two ba3ad, o hatha eltraining eli glti btshtrenah bs malgeti size? jbtah lk. o eltiffany zyada mni, hu shwai 3laik bs shnsawi malget shai bgadrk!*looking down*
i smiled shyly: may7taj walla! shukraan
He smiled back: shda3wa ma swait shai...

this is perfect. my life seems like a fairytale now!
he stepped closer and hugged me warmly, i hugged him back and i felt like i was protected, it's like whenever i'm with him, nothing else matters, no one else matters!

But, will it last?