you call this love? 9.

Dedicated to @aseelkhalid_<3
i know it's short, but guess what? i'm posting another one today:3
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2 months has passed, midterms are taking over my life and i had spent most of my days studying, sleeping or coming over at reema's.

speaking of reema, we grew so much closer so it has been an ordinary thing to come over at hers, which means seeing da7umi; too.:$
i missed him so much and what really annoys me that i didn't get to see him except for one time; but we still talk everyday.

today is wednesday, at last.
I promised reema to come over at night, so when it was around 7-8pm i was outside her house and the maid opened the door.
I smiled: hai meli, where'a reema?
she smiled back: she's probably sleeping, but come in.
as soon as i entered the house i was pulled to a hard chest in a hug.
i looked at abdulrahman'a face and blushed: haai
He smiled down at me while hugging me tighter: i missed you.
me: i missed you too!*frowning* latgul enk bt6laa3!
He released me and started playing with my hair: kaif a6la3 o a5ali elgamar hina?
i laughed: so cheesy; but i like it
he smirked: i know i know.
Me: agoul wein reema? 6walt el5dama o hi t97eha
Abdulrahman*laughing*: 3ad reema noumha thgeel, e9breli brou7 lha foug o a97eha.
i smiled: it's okay i can wake her up
he laughed: la la m7d y3rf lha ela ana, ejlsi bs
I nodded and sat down while he went upstairs, i looked around and started bbming when i heard a phone ringing.


at first, i ignored it, i mean 3eib ashuf jwal men o kitha but it didn't stop ringing so i slowly walked to the table and picked the phone, the background was da7umi's picture so i assumed it was his.
It finally stopped ringing but a massage popped up, and me, being the nosy i'm i opened the massage.
From: unknown number
"i miss you so much and i want us back."
To say that i was shocked is an understatement, i kept staring at the text again, and again and again.
was it munera? basma, or another one of his girls?
"ufffff ya5i mu ktha y97oon mu kitha!!" reema's voice echoed while she was going downstairs, followed by Abdulrahman laughing.
i quickly locked his phone and left it on the table then faked giggling: B9ra7a yareema magd shft w7da tnam o hi 3azma 9a7bt'ha
She shrugged: ilnoom malik!
abdulrahman*laughing* suul6aan mu malik
i looked at him and frowned but he didn't notice it, reema hugged me and we sat down.
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3 hours has passed and i still didn't get over what happened earlier, most of the time i was trying so hard to avoid talking to abdulrahamn.
Suddenly reema jumped and said: dgegaa haya brou7 ajeb el laptop min foug o aji
I nodded as she left, abdulrahman took the chance and sat next to me, he softly took my hand: i see you're wearing the bracelet i gave you.
me*looking down*: yeah..
Abdulrahman: what's wrong?
i scoffed and stood up: nothing
he stood up too and wrapped his arms around me: no seriously, what's wrong?
after minutes of silence, i finally talked: abdulrahman..
Abdulrahman: 3yuna?
Me: umm.. your ex's y7akunk?
he stared at me: mu ktheir!
Me: esh ygulun?
he scoffed: why are you asking? it doesn't matter
Me: it matters to me!
we stayed in awkward silence again, god why did reema have to take this long upstairs?
out of blue, i whispered: i'm afraid..
he looked at me: of what?
"of losing you."
He kissed my forehead: you'll never, and i mean it, never lose me. i'll always be here for you! but is this why you were asking me those questions?
me: umm kindof, bs please da7umi latrd etha wa7da mnhum 7aktk!
He laughed: are you seriously jealous?
i blushed: maybe..
Abdulrahman: hayona, shfti hal3yun?
*pointing at his eyes* matshuf 3'arik! o shfti halgalb? *pointing at his chest* mayfakr b3'airk! enti ma54a 3agli yahaya! madri shmswya feeh*smiling warmly*
i blushed and smiled looking down, giving him the "i'm not angry anymore" sign.
Abdulrahman: r9'eenaaa?
i giggled: r9'aina, shfeha reema lsa majat?
Abdulrahman: shtbeen fehaa! ana abeik enti l7alk.
I looked at him and whispered: 6ayb tdri ana shabi?
He whispered, too; eish?
i leaned closer to him; food!
and ran to the kitchen, he laughed lightly and followed me: you're one of a crazy kid.
i shrugged: i've been told.
Reema finally came in: all good?
abdulrahman*smiling*: all good.
I shoot abdulrahman a glare, he told her to stay upstairs so he could talk to me freely.
Afterthat, we watched a movie, messed around and laughed alot, i had a good time.

That day, i fought the urge to tell him that i, love him.