you call this love? 11.

people, i know my chapters are short but that's just how the story is. and it's going to end within three-four chapters i guess? enjoy. xx
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-Abdulrahman POV.-

in all my years of dating, i've never felt this way like how i feel towards Haya.
she was different, or i thought she was?
However, hearing her talking on the other line that day wasn't just shocking.... it hurted.
i never capture myself getting hurt over a women, but here i'm, smoking it away.
i haven't talked to her since a week? i know i should've given her the chance to speak, maybe i was wrong?
but i just couldn't bear hearing her say that she was talking with bader before, and i didn't want to.


-haya's POV.-

Regrets. regrets. regrets.
that's what it's all about.
Uff i know that i didn't do anything wrong-obviously- it was dana and fahda's fault but i couldn't help but regret it.
He doesn't reply to my texts and calls now, god! i have to talk to him now. and explain.

-bbm-
Reema: hayuuu! weenik yalsa7ba?
Haya: haai:( mawjuda
Reema: fekum shai enti o 3bdulr7man? adri mali d5al bs mara hu mt3'yr...
Haya: about that.. i need your help.
Reema: i'm always here! what's wrong?
i called and told her about everything, she said "esm3i etha tbein t7akena ma3ndk ela il7een, hu elwagt ilw7ed eli ykun feh belbet."
Me: umm sure bs mat7sen shwy 3aib aji il7een?
- it was 10pm so it was kinda late..-
Reema: la haw elbet betik! yalla i will be waiting.
Me: but seriously next time you're going to my house, skant fbetkum!*laughing*
she laughed along and hung up.
-
She whispered: come in, he's outside.
I suddenly felt nervous, as soon as i came in she ran inside the house leaving the two of us. but he was giving me his back anyways.
I slowly walked to where he was standing to see him smoking.
i stared at him, he was perfect. everything in him was perfect from the way he moves to his smile, that sweet adorable smile...
Me: you really should stop smoking.
he didn't even flinch, he just turned around and stared at me back,
Abdulrahman: why?
i smiled genuinely: because i care about your health and... you.
He laughed: i clearly saw that.
i frowned: umm look i'm sorr-
Abdulrahman: save it haya.
me: no! listen to me.
i told him everything, starting from going to ta7lia and ending to when fahda called bader.
I glumped: do you get it now?
Abdulrahman: but you should've told me that you were going there.
Me: i know that i made a mistake and i'm sorry*pouting* are we clear now?
He sighed: i hate how i can't stay mad at you.
i jumped in enthusiasm as i kissed his cheeks. he said: you know i would like it better if this kiss was in another place*smirking*
i laughed: wa95!
he shrugged: i'll get it someday.
we walked back into the house as he put his arms around me, i love it when he side hugs me like that.
i'm so lucky.
Me: so i should get going now.
Reema: but you just got here!
Me*frowning* i know but it's too late now.
Abdulrahman: come with me,i'll drive you there.
i nodded and wore my abaya again, we got in the car and drove off.
We arrived to my house after half an hour i guess? i honestly didn't want to get out.
me*frowning*: so is this a goodbye?
Abdulrahman: bs ma shba3t mnk.
i blushed: b3d galbi!
We chatted for a bit, but when i was about to go out of the car he held me back, i turned: wh-
he kissed me. a long passionate kiss.
it was all what i would ask for. a perfect first kiss.
He pulled away and caressed my cheek: i told you that i would get it.

"goodbye for now, haya."