you call this love? 12.

Dedicated to our birthdayy girl<3 iloveyou! @tweetyjay_
tell me guys what do you think will happen after this chapter.
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it was one cold night.
i was laying on abdulrahman's lap, reema was in the kitchen making hot chocolate for us.

Abdulrahman*playing with my hair*: 7abebty
Me: hmm?
Abdulrahman: i have to tell you something.
he suddenly went nervous and i crossed my eyebrows, i hope it's not something bad.
Me*looking up at him* yes?
Abdulrahman: so... my father called. he asked me to take his place in our company.
Me*smiling*: kwais! that's a good thing 6ayb.
Abdulrahman: the thing here is.. it's in london.
i got off his lap and faced him: y-you're leaving?
Abdulrahman*stroking my cheeks*: Not forever, sweetie.
I asked as tears started threating to fall over: for how long?
Abdulrahman: 4 months...
4 months without seeing him? is he tourturing me or something? i can't......
I stayed silent as tears were falling one behind the other, i know it's not for that long but i can't handle those long destination relationships...
Abdulrahman*hugging me*: hey! i'll call you everyday, i promise. and i would come here to to kiss these small lips that are pouting right now.
I fought the urge to smile: you're unbelievable.
Abdulrahman: yalla wipe off those tears from your beautiful eyes, ma3ndna bnat y9e7un.
i blushed: let's go to reema.
he stood up:
whatever you want, mudmazulle.

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A few days has passed since abdulrahman traveled to london, and i already feel lost.
-lama calling-
Me: ha-
Lama*screaming*: HALLA HALLA BELS7BA
me: ahaha kaif-
Lama: KAIFK ENTI I MISS YOU SO MUCH T5AYLI SH9AR THIK J-
Me: eskti shwy 6ayb ma asma3*laughing*
lama*taking a long breath*: 6ayb, kaifk? sh5bark? sh3loumk? kwaisa 9a7? a9lan akeid kwaisa l2ank t7akeni
This girl is crazy. and yes that's my bestfriend for you.
Me: mashi il7al, shfek mara hyper?*laughing*
Lama: l2anu i miss you so much yanfsya! yala 5aln6la3 fe ashya2 kther magltha lk
Me: hmm.. i don't think that i can.
Lama: haw laish?*sighing* haya.. walla ma ynfa3 t7bsen nafsk belbet bs 3shana msafr?
Me: mu 3an kitha, mali 5lg.
i can feel her getting disappointed, but what can i say?
Lama: alright haya; bye.
I threw my phone on the matress and sighed heavily, seems like my days are going to be like this.......
*************
-3 months later.-
i jumped on my bed as i was waiting for abdulrahman's call, it's our usual time for him to call. i couldn't help but smile remembering our past conversations.

my phone rang and i picked it up excitingly thinking that i will be hearing one of his "greetings from London! how can i serve you?" lame jokes. but i didn't.
Abdulrahman: halla
Me: halla feek 7abebii! kaifk o kaif eldwam?
Abdulrahman: 7amdellah bs t3ban shway
Me*gasping*: slamtk mn elshar!
Abdulrahman: allah ysalmk!
there was moments of silence, i don't like this.
Abdulrahman: haya, can i ask you for something? i know it's not the right time to ask this but..
me: um sure! ask away..

He took a deep breath:
"Haya alx. will you marry me?"
without any thinking, i answered.

"No."