It all started since that day.
When he confessed his love toward me, I remember that time I was the happiest! lol i was so over the moon that I was thinking about our future together speeding to OUR wedding day even though I was only 17..
Yeah but I think i was so dumb to realize he didnt really love me and that it was only 'a matter of time crush ' as he said... I remember that day like yesterday.
-flashback-
Thursday
I was laying in my bed chatting with my friends and waiting for him to reply at my goodmoring text that I sent two hours ago. yeah i was so into him and i dont even know why! that time he was so weird he was replying after like forever and I know him. he isn't the type who would leave their phone for a long time....
And finally rad 3alay:)
-BBM chat-
Aziz:gm.
BAS? I waited for a whole two freaking hours for him to reply then he is like'gm'?????
But then i was worried i mean what's wrong with him.
Maha: soo kaifak?
Aziz:good.
Maha:mm always..
He read it and ignored! WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?
I just couldn't wait so I texted him.
Maha: babe shfeek? Feek shay?
Aziz: taben el9ra7a? Eee w feni ashya2 b3d.
Maha: what's wrong?
Aziz: I don't think I can do this anymore.
Maha:esh elli you can't do this?:|
Aziz: us, me and you, we should breakup.
Me: tstahbel 9a7?
Aziz: no maha im serious, I'm sorry but I don't love you anymore.....
Maha: why ana shsawet!!!
Aziz:: I love someone else. I'm sorry.
And just with that he deleted me! WHAT THE HELL?
So easily.
I was so shocked I mean I should've expected it from the way he treated me these couple of days but instead I so dumb gosh!
I started crying of course. And called my bestfriend anoud.
-phone call-
Anoud: halaaa haalaa
Me:3a-nnoud*crying*
Anoud : bsmellaaaaah wsh feek?????
Me: 3noud t3ali beti i need you.*crying*
Anoud: ok ok.
7amdellah ma 6wlt 15 minutes w hy 3nd beti. She rang the bell so I opened the door and hugged her tightly.
I told her about what aziz did-she knows about him ofcourse- she started calming me down and she tried to make me laugh even though I wasn't really laughing deep inside I was broken.
Anyway she stayed with me the whole day. What a sister<3 of Course ma 6l3t min 3'rfti o hy m3i l2n mama o baba by7sun Etha shafu wajhi. So they thought I was busy with anoud which it true.
So that's it for the first chapter! Don't judge too fast there's so much to come!x
So that's it for the first chapter! Don't judge too fast there's so much to come!x
Love the first chapter x gonna keep going! -21
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