Falling in love again. chapter12

dedicated to @lamiabuhaimed, love you galbouna<3
and all my readers!<3
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:what are you doing?

a voice behind me startled me.

i turned my head to find talal holding two boxes of pizza with a smile on his face.

i quickly locked his phone and left it where it was.

me*faking a smile* oh-aa i was waiting for you, why did you took so long?

he sat next to me: i only got out for 15 minutes yaln9aba

me: haha 97

we started eating, awkward silence.

i decided not to ask him about her, somehow i don't want to know about it because i know he is broken from her and obviously still love her no matter whatever she did. ouch. 

he dropped me to my apartment and left.

i wore my pjs and slipped in the bed with my phone and checked what's app.

nawaf: mahaaa!

me: heyyyy nawafii!

nawaf is one of my cousins, he was like my best friend back there in riyadh, i used to tell him everything and i mean it EVERYTHING! he knew about aziz 7atta! he wasn't that happy about that of course and alarmed me from him but i didn't bother to take his advices seriously, but since i moved to london we haven't talked much, i was too busy catching up with everything i guess.

 nawaf: long time no see!

me: i miss youuu

nawaf: yeah right

i knew he was pissed off because of that.

me: nawaffffff walla im sorry but i was so busy! la t5aleni ajeelk elriyadh il7een:(

nawaf: msam7k a9lan shloun az3al 3alaik?

i love him i really do! he understand me and he isn't that nfsya zy b39' elnas, funny how i'm always thinking about him. 

the ring of my phone indicating that i received another message popped and snapped me back to him.

nawaf: o eli ygulk ena jay london?

i gasped and called him.

nawaf*laughing*: alo

me: omg omg omg are you serious?

nawaf: la amz7 m3ak mthlan?

me: ya7mar walla this made my day! you're staying in my apartment no excuses okay?

nawaf: la wallah 7jzt fe hotel 

me: 3adyy cancel it yalla pleasee, 97 o km btg3d hna? o men byjy m3ak? o eljam3a?

nawaf*laughing*: shfeek 9ayra hyper?

me: shutt up I'm excited

nawaf: okay okay bg3d two weeks, m7d byji m3i o a9lan i ditched this term

i gasped: whyy?

nawaf is older than me in 3 years which means he is in the same age as fahad and he only have one year left! and he is like studying freak who always get good grades.

nawaf*sighing* bs ma abi at5rj hathi alsana

me: o that rawan? what happened to the marriage thingy?*rolling my eyes*

rawan is his girlfriend which i never liked, she is fake like literally fake she dates and go out with almost everyone! and her reputation... no comment. bs idk why nawaf really do love her.

nawaf: we broke up.

me: babyyy are you okay???

nawaf*sighing*: i'm.

i know he is not but nawaf is never the one who open up.

me*grinning* soo, mta ra7 tji?

nawaf: bukra inshallah, o abeek tjebeni min elm6ar etha gdrti

me: sure!

we continued chatting till i decided to sleep so i hung up and slept.

i woke up next morning took a shower and wore my clothes and off to university!

i checked my phone, nothing from talal. ehm..

i attended all my classes and still no sight of talal.

the morning passed normally i just sat with seba and chatted with others.

i drove back to my apartment and took a nap, i woke up at 5 o i got dressed bsr3a and headed to the airport to welcome nawaf.

i waited for 30 minutes then he finally arived!

nawaf*hugging me* i miss you

me*hugging him back* akthar wallah, yalla lets go

we walked to the car and drove back to the apartment.

Makan li 5lg 6l3a o huw a9lan t3ban fa he sat on the couch while i laid on the another one and we continued chatting endlessly! we never get bored seriously. 

the door bell rang and the first thing that popped in my mind was talal so i ran to open it to find him,glbi:')

me: heyy

talal: maha

he was staring at me blankly without any expressions on.

me: hala?

talal: i need you

thats when i knew something is up.

me: what happened?

:meen elli 3nd elbab?

i turned to find nawaf staring at us.

me: oh talal hatha nawaf my cousin, nawaf hatha talal my..friend

they shook hands o kitha bs talals tired face was still on and i was worried as hell!

so i whispered to nawaf: talal he needs a friend so can i stay with him?

he looked at me and i swear i saw anger in his eyes.

nawaf*smiling* sure bs la t6wlen

i nodded and wore my shoes.

talal and i walked outside the apartment, there was a not so big garden but it was beautiful and full of flowers!

he was silent all the time, while i was trying to figure out what happened that made him look like this? uhmm....

i stopped walking.

me; whats wrong?

talal:dana

i stared at him, its the first time that he actually talk about it!!!

me:yeah?

talal: maha i miss her walla i do! i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!

you can tell he was looking so tired!

me*innocently*  klmha 6yb?

he faked a laugh: i wish its that easy, i wish if i can see her just one more time! to hug her one more last time and see her smile one more last time but i wish i really do but i cant!! 

he took a deep breath and faced me: maha, dana is dead.

WHAT?