Falling in love again. chapter18

hey! so i just wanted to tell you guys that the story is about to end, only five chapters left i guess!;p
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i stood right in front of him.

me: are you crazy? talal we are not in london km mara agoulk! okay i hugged you in front of the ch-

talal*cooly* calm down women, bs knt bgoulk shai

me: and the thing is?

talal*nervously* uhh-um

me: bsr3a talal wshu?

talal: 5ala9 enti rou7i elchalet o ana agoulk whats app.

i glared at him, he dragged me all this way o bela5eer yguli 'bgoulk whats app'?

but this thing seems important. so i just walked back to the chalet and texted him.

me: now what?;p

talal: maha, can i ask you for a favor?

me: uhm sure?

talal: i want you to get me leena's number

WAIT... what!

no i must read that wrong.

i stared at the screen, re-reading every letter  he wrote.

me: and why is that?

talal: g3dt adwr 3ala rgmha bs malgeetah...

just like that?

i don't know what gotten to me that made me ask him.

me: do you like her?

HE DOES YOU DUMB!

he doesn't love you.. but somehow a tiny voice in my haid said *maybe he doesn't, keep hoping*

talal: i really don't know but when i saw her she really took my breath away like when i first saw dana! she is beautiful and the way she smi-

i couldn't continue reading, the guy i love likes another girl who he just saw her ONE time, and me in the other hand, he sees me everyday. ouch. i should've expected that.

tears started running down my checks, one after another until i ended crying hysterically.

nawaf came in.

nawaf: maha laish ga3da hi- why are you crying?

he rushed to me and hugged me, i hugged him back tightly while crying my eyes out. maybe i'm being little too dramatic but i just realized i don't have any chances with him because he never considered me one.

me: i*sniff* love him*snif* why does the bad*sniff* things always*sniff*  happen to me*sniff*

he didn't ask me about what i'm talking about but he sure knew....

before i knew it, i was fast asleep.

i woke up next day, i looked at my reflection, i looked horrible! my mascara was smudged and there's a dry tears on my face, and my nose is still red from crying. i wonder how nawaf stayed with me looking like this, he is a real man!

anyway i went and took along relaxing shower. i got out and opened my phone, i forgot to reply to his millions massages asking about where i'm o liash ma rdet 3laih.

me:okay.

talal: okay what?

i typed: i'll hook you up with her, look this is her twitter @leenaalx and this is her number 0505........

take a deep breath maha.

Here, Send.

talal: thankyou maha! you're the best! <3

i never thought it would hurt like this, bs i guess i'll get used to it.. i hope.

today we are going back to riyadh, i'm relived because i wont be able to see talal for a whole two weeks,which will make it a bit easier to me.

the drive back to riyadh was silent, as usual Abdullah is sleeping, me and nawaf in our own thoughts.

finally, home sweet home.

i jumped on my bed, all i want to do is sleeping.

and that's how it went, all the two weeks it was either me sleeping if off or anoud coming over. talal always called me but i never replied to him o eventually the phone calls got less.

alzibda, skipping everything, today i arrived to london and when i got to my apartment i saw talal. i screamed.

me: yuma wsh jaybkk ent! o min ween lk elkey?

talal: 54eeta min elreception*smiling sheeply* 7amdellah 3ala alsalama

it'ss all about faking smiles.

me*smiling* allah ysalmk, mta rj3t london? 

talal: before one week, weenik yalga63a? bs 3ashan 9rti belriyadh ts7been?*smiling*

me: la be i had problems

talal: which is?

me*smiling* nothing, o i'm sorry that i never replied to your calls 

talal: it's fine as long as you're okay.. are you?

me: yeah i'm!

we started chatting until i remembered.

me: wait talal! how's.. leena?

talal*sighing* she is just too perfect

and i'm not?

me: oh good.

there was along pause until he talked again.

talal: maha, do you think it's possible that i loved her in just two weeks?

me: ohh madri!

me listen i'm tired so i guess i'll sleep okay?

i couldn't handle this.

talal: 6rda ya3ni?*laughing*

i just smiled and he left.

*skipping one month*

Nothing changed here in london, but talal keeps talking about leena which bothers me ALOT! madri when will he understand that i don't care if she confessed to him that she loves him too ugh. so today is my birthday!

i wasn't that excited about it because mafi a7ad hina min my family to celebrate it with them!

the day passed normally, i attended my classes o got back to my apartment bs the weird thing is i haven't seen talal at all, i hope nothing is wrong.

i slept and i woke up on my phone ring tone.

me*sleepy* alo

talal*screaming* wake upp our 19 years girl! we're going out

i turned to the other side.

me: mali 5lg! talal please abi anam

talal: yalla maha walla you'll have fun! get dressed i'll pick you up at 8:00pm.

and he hung up, it was 6:30 so i

took a shower and straightened my hair, wore my clothes and i'm ready.

talal picked me up and drove to some restaurant, i didn't bother to ask where.

when we got there for my shock!

i found fahad, nawaf, ANOUD!

i ran and hugged them all.

me: omgg best surprise ever wallah!*turning to anoud* keef jeeti enti?

anoud*smiling* your parents convinced mine o 7amdellah wafgu!!

we sat and started chatting, i had alot of fun it was the first time since along time that i didn't fake smiles or laughs. but of course my happiness wouldn't last.

i saw talal nervously typing something on his phone. so i whispered: what's wrong?

he whispered: go out o agoulk

he got out of the restaurant and i quickly followed him.

me: talk?

talal*smiling wildly* i just talked to my mother about proposing to leena o she called them and leena said yes!

my jaw literally dropped, okay i know he loves her o kitha bs i didn't expect it to be this serious!

i couldn't take it anymore, my tears started to fall quietly.

talal*confused*  maha shfeek? aren't you supposed to be happy for me?

me*screaming* no i'm not because i love you talal! i really do and you with your stupid mind haven't realized that! don't you know that my heart shutters to million pieces whenever you talk about her? don't you see how everything changed since you fell in love with her? and NOW you're planning to marry her and you only knew her for less than a month! she doesn't even know your favorite color is blue or that you don't like to eat seafood! she simply doesn't know anything and you will marry her! i just- i just cant take it!

i couldn't breath, i kept crying and crying and i didn't care if people are watching or not! my sobs couldn't stop.

he just stared at me bewildered, he kissed my forhead and whispered:

I'm sorry.

and walked away...... best birthday ever, huh?